[DespondentDaisy]

So, I'm back to smoking weed again. I don't feel bad about it. I do have some health concerns, but I 'm looking at it in a whole new light. At first I felt bad, but I realized that I only really stopped smoking because of my boyfriend of the time. Now it's comfortable- I don't smoke out of control like I used to- just a little at a time- I don't smoke to get high, I smoke for calm and focus. In small doses it actually has great benefits.
My real concern now is bulimia. I am posting about this here too, because because I have always battled with it, on and off my whole life, mostly off. I posted about it here because I consider it an addiction. My addiction is primarily with food, bulimia was just an add on to my addiction. I started battling with bulimia when I was 17. I got help from counseling before graduating highschool.
A year after that it started up again. It's been and on again, off again ever since. Mostly off. I'll go for months at a time (up to a full year 6 months) without, then a few times over the course of a few weeks and then back off again, etc.
Today, I just made a committment to myself. I'm committed to not throw up ever again of my own volition (excluding food posioning or other ailments of course). No matter what, I will not let myself throw up. It's worse for your health than smoking. Especially if you eat plenty of muchrooms and rutabaga, which I do (mushrooms prevent cancer cells from growing, rutabaga is good for your respiratory system, good for people with asthma too). I know this may just seem like the ramblings of a stoner, but I haven't smoked today. . . . G'nite.

[di meliora]

Hello, DespondentDaisy. I wish you well.

[gma45]

DespondentDasiy, I know you posted this a while ago, just wondering how it's going? I hope you are well.