[dubblemonkey]

found my way to the next room.

didn't want to go anywhere...but had to wash up I was getting all scratchy!

what the hell?...barely !...what the hell were those dreams insane ...like !!...

there is no explanation and don't be expected otherwise to understand!

...and the days drift....what freaking day is it?...and I freaking mean it!

I cannot remember I don't want to know I grimace I shudder I haphazard!

leave me the f..ck alone!...don't touch me!

let my tongue awkward worm around my genious mouth...

I fantasise about tomorrow today is a disaster....

my eyelids burn through my face!

..I need this this I need this escape...

tell me otherwise I will drink more...

cos?....what!

thats what it's all about right...?

drink dilute ....

I drink beer until I die ...

something happens inside me outside me goes away I am complete!

leave me alone don't blame me for this I will continue and likely you will prove me wrong but !!

how superficial is the imaginary when this exact affliction is right in my face

I cannot stop

and I doubt I will

I already made my choice

[Leed]

What can I say. It breaks my heart.