Feel weird

passionfruit3 · 07:47 AM

Feel weird been doing. Weird things after I drank alcohol a bottle of alcohol don't know if I'm drunk never been drunk never really had alcohol but I did it cause I was trying

Possible trigger:

not to Kill myself in two months by alcohol and pills I figured if I drunk all the alcohol I wouldn't feel so compelled to use pills.

So now I feel. Really weird only thing I worry about is I had to take my regular meds tonight behind alcohol don't know if this will affect don't know if I should. Tell someone.

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Apr 19, 2016 at 04:05 AM

Passion Fruit...do not take your meds after drinking! Call someone and tell them what you did... like the er... say you had one too many drinks and cannot take your meds and weird feelings you are having...ask if you are having a reaction to meds and alcohol...
Sound like it was accidental not deliberate and don't share with them your reasonings like here... and they will tell you what to do over the phone... then you call your pcp tomorrow and share with them...
you have to do this and i know you can... praying for you... tc (((hugs)))

passionfruit3 · Apr 19, 2016 at 08:39 PM

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Originally Posted by omegalamed

Passion Fruit...do not take your meds after drinking! Call someone and tell them what you did... like the er... say you had one too many drinks and cannot take your meds and weird feelings you are having...ask if you are having a reaction to meds and alcohol...
Sound like it was accidental not deliberate and don't share with them your reasonings like here... and they will tell you what to do over the phone... then you call your pcp tomorrow and share with them...
you have to do this and i know you can... praying for you... tc (((hugs)))

I went to then er last night my mom took me my god mother convinced me to be honest . I didn't say i had thought of suicide when i did this only i wasnt trying to kill myself which sounds weird but true i wanted to drink the alcohol so i wouldn't be tempted to buy pills i just didn't think now im home safe but i still want to die but won't try right away after partial is through with me i might ha just joking.i have to go there soon i hate partial hospitalization noesy people just want a reason to lock you up.im really paranoid being there but my psychiatrist made it seem like she was gonna admit me if i didn't go ,so yeah. No choice but to choose one less damaging.
Also I've hidden a broken razor in my house my mom currently is looking for it after my psychiatrist called and said i had it in my purse i know im doing something wrong by hiding it but it's my last one i was able to snag from my dad and if they catch on ive been using them all

hell

will break loose

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zepchic · Apr 22, 2016 at 08:33 AM

I am feeling fairly clear minded, but that said, I have a stash of pills I am saving in case I ever want to....I know it is wrong, but I am not planning on using them anytime soon and maybe one day I will just take them recreationally. IDK, but I relate to that part of your post.

I don't keep razor blades anywhere near me because I often have the urge to cut, then i get ugly scars. Plus ineffective method of suicide, so you should ditch those or give em to your mom. Maybe partial hospitalization won't be so bad.

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