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So I suffer from bi-polar dissorder and im heavily addicted to pot. Ive been smoking it everyday all day for 6 years. Today, I'm finally quiting pot and tobacco. Mostly because of health benefits and the fact it could be messing with my bi-polar. I'm on day one today and it feels like I'm saying goodbye to a good friend. It's helped me as much as it's hindered me over the years. But it's time to say goodbye. So goodbye Marry Jane. You were a friend.
Did anyone else feel like you were saying goodbye to a friend when you quit your substance of choice and how did you cope with that feeling? All I know is this is a lot harder than I thought it would be and I'm only on day one. Sigh.. oh well. It's for the better. They say it gets easier as time passes. Here's to hoping they're right. |
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When I got off opiates and benzos, I cried on and off for the first few months. I felt like I was breaking up with the love of my life. Sounds crazy but I mourned the loss of my drugs of choice more than I did splitting up with my ex fiancé.
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Good luck to you!
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Still day one gunnah try again today but I'm caving on quiting tobacco for now. I'm still gunnah quit but quiting the two together has been too hard.
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Also thanks for the support. It's greatly appreciated.
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I'm apprently bipolar (according to my dr, but him and i have differing opinions
![]() This is all just my experience though, some people have had a harder time. I just wanted to share that i was/am in a similar boat as you and things worked out well(while i was sober). It definitely feels like letting go of a friend, i had my trusty vaporizer next to my bed for yearsss, packing it away was like moving on from something i held close to me in life. I think i used it as a way to feel like staying a kid and not move on from the past. Anyway, goodluck!!! |
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