[blah__x]

i wont take meds that will help me, but i have no problem taking..well stuff i shouldnt be taking to be less specific.

i dont know why i bothered posting this, i have nothing else to say.

currently feeling worthless.

[tranquility]

Gabriel,

I think you posted because you might want to stop what your doing? Alot of times it's alot easier to do what we shouldn't do than what we should.

Keep posting, even if you don't know why you are.

Tranquility

[Juliaspavlov]

Gabriel you trashed yourself? sorry you're in a bad place, please accept our caring thoughts if possible. One day you will be in a place where you can cherish !!!

kind regards Jjulia

[blah__x]

i remember the last time i had to take some kind of medication and i couldnt swallow it.

so i told myself it would be damaging to myself.

i swallowed like it wasnt even there.

..its probably another stupid form of intentional self harm.