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not even with my "problem" drug alcohol. that one just ends up depressing me anyway. but with something. huge amounts of adderall to feel "up"
or Percocet to feel "euphoric". I haven't felt this way in a while. feeling desperate for a substance to swallow and make me feel better inside. ((sigh))) my only saving grace is I don't know anybody that sells those things lol. I guess that's a blessing ![]()
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Hang in there jacky. It's not worth it. Just think of the crash - it sux. Also us bipolar people should not be messing with ups and downs, we have that enough already.
A 3 hour Adderall buzz that might trigger 4 months of depression - no thanks.
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thx moogs
I know you are right. it will just lead to more mood swings. that compulsive thinking wanted them NOW lol doing a little better now. gotta keep fighting the good fight ![]()
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I'm always here for you. (((Hugs)))
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Current Status: Stable/High Functioning/Clean and Sober Dx: Bipolar 2, GAD Current Meds: Prozac 30mg, Lamictal 150mg, Latuda 40mg, Wellbutrin 150 XL Previous meds I can share experiences from: AAPs - Risperdal, Abilify, Seroquel SSRIs - Lexapro, Paxil, Zoloft Mood Stabilizers - Tegretol, Depakote, Neurontin Other - Buspar, Xanax Add me as a friend and we can chat ![]() |
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go for a long walk or jog it will help you feel better about yourself and keep your mind off of the self destructive thoughts.
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good idea. it does help to clear the mind. thanks!
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I used to rule the world Seas would rise when I gave the word Now in the morning, I sleep alone Sweep the streets I used to own I used to roll the dice Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes Listen as the crowd would sing Now the old king is dead! Long live the king! One minute I held the key Next the walls were closed on me And I discovered that my castles stand Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand |
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