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Magnate
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Jun 07, 2017 at 12:27 PM
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I already wrote this in the BP forum but yeah I drank. all that headway flushed down the tubes in one night because I let my pain get the best of me
really really sux right now __________________ I used to rule the world Seas would rise when I gave the word Now in the morning, I sleep alone Sweep the streets I used to own I used to roll the dice Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes Listen as the crowd would sing Now the old king is dead! Long live the king! One minute I held the key Next the walls were closed on me And I discovered that my castles stand Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand |
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Poohbah
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Jun 07, 2017 at 12:51 PM
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You can always come back. It won't be like completely starting over. Just take it in stride and fight the "F it... might as well" line of thinking.
Message me as needed. __________________ Current Status: Stable/High Functioning/Clean and Sober Dx: Bipolar 2, GAD Current Meds: Prozac 30mg, Lamictal 150mg, Latuda 40mg, Wellbutrin 150 XL Previous meds I can share experiences from: AAPs - Risperdal, Abilify, Seroquel SSRIs - Lexapro, Paxil, Zoloft Mood Stabilizers - Tegretol, Depakote, Neurontin Other - Buspar, Xanax Add me as a friend and we can chat 
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Jun 07, 2017 at 01:26 PM
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thanks moogs.
__________________ I used to rule the world Seas would rise when I gave the word Now in the morning, I sleep alone Sweep the streets I used to own I used to roll the dice Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes Listen as the crowd would sing Now the old king is dead! Long live the king! One minute I held the key Next the walls were closed on me And I discovered that my castles stand Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand |
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Jun 07, 2017 at 06:49 PM
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Jun 07, 2017 at 09:47 PM
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what? lol __________________ I used to rule the world Seas would rise when I gave the word Now in the morning, I sleep alone Sweep the streets I used to own I used to roll the dice Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes Listen as the crowd would sing Now the old king is dead! Long live the king! One minute I held the key Next the walls were closed on me And I discovered that my castles stand Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand |
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Jun 08, 2017 at 03:57 AM
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i guess my emojis from a different app don't work on this site....
 i been there....relapsed several times this year... in recovery again....:-( |
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Jun 08, 2017 at 06:48 AM
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I've relapsed multiple times over the years that I've been struggling with my drinking problem.
I'm not condoning it, but it's also not the end of the world. Treat it as a learning experience - what triggered the relapse, and what could you do differently the next time you feel the same way or in the same situation. I also don't believe you've thrown away your previous sober time. You had it, so you obviously learned some coping skills, now's the time to strengthen them. Sure you've had a break in continuous sober time, if your counting, but you're not starting from the same place that you were in when you very first made the decision to stop. Keep us posted on how you're doing. splitimage __________________  "I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn. "If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba 
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Jun 08, 2017 at 03:35 PM
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thank you guys
I'm not turning to escape in a bottle again. it only made things ten times worse. I'm going to just put it behind me like you guys said the sober time I had still means alot! __________________ I used to rule the world Seas would rise when I gave the word Now in the morning, I sleep alone Sweep the streets I used to own I used to roll the dice Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes Listen as the crowd would sing Now the old king is dead! Long live the king! One minute I held the key Next the walls were closed on me And I discovered that my castles stand Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand |
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Jun 08, 2017 at 03:59 PM
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