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Bizi is bizi
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#961
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There are many good ones. You realize the drinking like this is an OCD type trait. So yes obsession is involved. Keep posting! I am listening. bizi __________________ 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, 4-5 peri-colace for chronic constipation multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine at noon PRN Remeron 15mg at night, zyprexa10mg under tongue, requip2mg. |
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#962
A friend from PHP had to go back IP because he relapsed hard. He went back in yesterday... I've been having cravings lately. It's scary cuz part of me just want to go get some and do it. Like why the hell not? What's the point? I have 58 days today. My sober date is 11/11/19.
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#963
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I've read This Naked Mind by Annie Grace. I need to sit down with the AA Big Book, too. Are there any books you would recommend? |
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Bizi is bizi
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#964
I was going to recommend naked mind...I have yet to finish....allan carrs the easy way to quit drinking...did not like it.
There are many books though I have not read many. I am sorry about your friend. 58 days is great! pat yourself on the back. (((((HUGS))))))) bizi __________________ 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, 4-5 peri-colace for chronic constipation multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine at noon PRN Remeron 15mg at night, zyprexa10mg under tongue, requip2mg. |
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#965
I have strung together three days sober now -- what has helped me these days is drinking other substitute drinks that are not alcoholic. I like tea, kombucha (the non-alcoholic kind), and coffee.
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Bizi is bizi
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#966
This is great.
I drink zevia soft drinks.... and chew a lot of spry gum. It keeps my mouth busy. bizi. __________________ 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, 4-5 peri-colace for chronic constipation multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine at noon PRN Remeron 15mg at night, zyprexa10mg under tongue, requip2mg. |
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#967
I am feeling better about not using drugs or alcohol. I mean, I have been sober from weed for 305 days now, and a week for drinking. I feel more confident in my decision not to use.
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Bizi is bizi
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#968
you are doing great!
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#969
1,651 days sober from alcohol. I talked to someone who thought they could save someone in their addiction as they had been clean and sober 2 years 3 months. I don’t see how you save someone being sober yourself and make someone become sober because sobriety is a choice.
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#970
I agree greentires. You can't make anyone else sober. You can support them, but bottom line it's individual choice and you need to really want and choose to be sober.
15 months yesterday. Happy about that. splitimage |
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#971
I'm craving cocaine REALLY BAD. I don't know what to do. My moms friend is doing cocaine. It triggered me to want cocaine.
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#972
Cocaine craving went away. I drank coffee and chatted with friends about it. That helped.
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#973
Good for you for not giving in and using Desoxyn. Talking to your friends sounds like a good idea. Keep it up.
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#974
Not okay... In the middle of a relapse...
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#975
((((childofchaos)))))
I'm sorry. Please stop as soon as you can. I care. splitimage |
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Bizi is bizi
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#976
I am sorry that you are having a relapse.
Be careful of yourself. Don't want to hurt yourself or some one else. (((((hugs)))))) bizi __________________ 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, 4-5 peri-colace for chronic constipation multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine at noon PRN Remeron 15mg at night, zyprexa10mg under tongue, requip2mg. |
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#977
Two days.
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Metaphysic
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#978
I can't take it anymore. There's going to be a lot of suffering in my life and it's going to get worse before it gets better. Much worse.
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Bizi is bizi
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#979
try to control yourself.
I know it is hard but I believe you can do it. bizi __________________ 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, 4-5 peri-colace for chronic constipation multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine at noon PRN Remeron 15mg at night, zyprexa10mg under tongue, requip2mg. |
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#980
Drank one beer tonight and silently reproaching myself for it. I think I'm just obsessive... I don't know...
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