Daily Check In #4

MuddyBoots · Jul 21, 2023 at 03:01 AM

As funny as this sounds, Naltrexone kinda makes me feel like I'm on opioids minus the high

buddha1too · Jul 24, 2023 at 03:43 PM

I've been sober for a few 24 hours but I still get tripped up sometimes...I don't drink, but I still can still get into "stinkin' thinkin." I may sound like I've been brainwashed by AA, but I can't afford resentments. I've got fire in my belly today; the kind that would have sent me out drinking in the past.

I have a friend I go to baseball games and concerts with several times a year. I called & left a message to let him know what he owed me for a game we went to Saturday. I bought the tickets all the way back in March, which is a long fking time ago. He said he paid me back in March, which I didn't recall. It wasn't so much the fact that he thought he paid me, but it was the accusatory tone in his voice that shocked me. We've been friends for over 20 years, and his friendship was worth more than a few bucks to me. I'm not going to call him back until I settle down a bit...I just hate carrying around this resentment.

...So I thought I'd do an emotional drop here. Thanks for reading.

Buffy01 · 08:30 AM

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Originally Posted by buddha1too

I've been sober for a few 24 hours but I still get tripped up sometimes...I don't drink, but I still can still get into "stinkin' thinkin." I may sound like I've been brainwashed by AA, but I can't afford resentments. I've got fire in my belly today; the kind that would have sent me out drinking in the past.

I have a friend I go to baseball games and concerts with several times a year. I called & left a message to let him know what he owed me for a game we went to Saturday. I bought the tickets all the way back in March, which is a long fking time ago. He said he paid me back in March, which I didn't recall. It wasn't so much the fact that he thought he paid me, but it was the accusatory tone in his voice that shocked me. We've been friends for over 20 years, and his friendship was worth more than a few bucks to me. I'm not going to call him back until I settle down a bit...I just hate carrying around this resentment.

...So I thought I'd do an emotional drop here. Thanks for reading.

Congratulations

it takes

time

to deal

with addiction.

about how

your friend is treating you

Willcat · Jul 25, 2023 at 07:44 PM

Doing well. No AV chatter worth mentioning.

iscreamparty · Jul 30, 2023 at 09:50 AM

I'm going to try and stay sober today

Buffy01 · Jul 30, 2023 at 10:05 AM

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Originally Posted by iscreamparty

I'm going to try and stay sober today

buddha1too · Aug 02, 2023 at 04:26 AM

I can really identify with the lyrics to this song:

Loial · Aug 08, 2023 at 03:51 PM

Hey all, it’s been a while since I posted here.

I did really well in abstaining from alcohol. I was sober for a year and a half but along side my nurse I was seeing, we thought I’d be okay to see if I can moderate.

That must have been a year or over now but I have creeped up in usage again.. Now I am slowly cutting back and adding sober days by myself and looking forward to being sober again. I think it’s time to accept no amount of alcohol will do me any good.

Buffy01 · Aug 08, 2023 at 06:01 PM

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Originally Posted by Loial

Hey all, it’s been a while since I posted here.

I did really well in abstaining from alcohol. I was sober for a year and a half but along side my nurse I was seeing, we thought I’d be okay to see if I can moderate.

That must have been a year or over now but I have creeped up in usage again.. Now I am slowly cutting back and adding sober days by myself and looking forward to being sober again. I think it’s time to accept no amount of alcohol will do me any good.

Awesome. Keep up the great work

Loial · Aug 16, 2023 at 04:16 PM

Oops wrong chat.

Buffy01 · Aug 17, 2023 at 06:27 AM

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Originally Posted by Loial

Oops wrong chat.

It happens take it easy on yourself

3rd rock · Aug 21, 2023 at 04:21 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Loial

Hey all, it’s been a while since I posted here.

I did really well in abstaining from alcohol. I was sober for a year and a half but along side my nurse I was seeing, we thought I’d be okay to see if I can moderate.

That must have been a year or over now but I have creeped up in usage again.. Now I am slowly cutting back and adding sober days by myself and looking forward to being sober again. I think it’s time to accept no amount of alcohol will do me any good.

I'm in a similar situation. After ~8 years sober, I began using again a few months ago. It's getting out of control again, and it has caused me to miss work today. I'm not using right now, but I feel sick from last night's use. I need to stop, but I fear I can't stop without seeking professional help.

Last time, I got sober by entering treatment. My mother paid for this as I did not have the means to afford it myself. I'm ashamed because I've let her down for no good reason. I feel like I have to hide it from her this time because of this.

3rd rock · Aug 22, 2023 at 10:52 PM

I went to the hospital because I was extremely sick after using again last night. They're referring me to an addictions specialist.

Buffy01 · Aug 23, 2023 at 09:40 AM

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Originally Posted by 3rd rock

I went to the hospital because I was extremely sick after using again last night. They're referring me to an addictions specialist.

It’s probably for the best

buddha1too · Sep 01, 2023 at 06:47 AM

There have been relatively few posts here lately. I guess everyone has been cured of their alcoholism/addiction. Sorry; I'm just being a smart arse...

Buffy01 · Sep 01, 2023 at 09:18 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by 3rd rock

I'm in a similar situation. After ~8 years sober, I began using again a few months ago. It's getting out of control again, and it has caused me to miss work today. I'm not using right now, but I feel sick from last night's use. I need to stop, but I fear I can't stop without seeking professional help.

Last time, I got sober by entering treatment. My mother paid for this as I did not have the means to afford it myself. I'm ashamed because I've let her down for no good reason. I feel like I have to hide it from her this time because of this.

It takes time.

Willcat · Sep 02, 2023 at 05:56 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by 3rd rock

I'm in a similar situation. After ~8 years sober, I began using again a few months ago. It's getting out of control again, and it has caused me to miss work today. I'm not using right now, but I feel sick from last night's use. I need to stop, but I fear I can't stop without seeking professional help.

@3rd rock do not drink for 24 hours. Wake up sober the next day. If you can stay sober 1 day you can stay sober for 2 days. Try not to think too far ahead. ODAAT
Home detox is an option. Notify emergency dispatch the first sign of trouble.

Quote:

Originally Posted by Loial

Hey all, it’s been a while since I posted here.

I did really well in abstaining from alcohol. I was sober for a year and a half but along side my nurse I was seeing, we thought I’d be okay to see if I can moderate.

That must have been a year or over now but I have creeped up in usage again.. Now I am slowly cutting back and adding sober days by myself and looking forward to being sober again. I think it’s time to accept no amount of alcohol will do me any good.

Only people without alcohol issues can moderate. The "self-critic" makes you think alcohol use is good ALL the time. Fight the thoughts that make you think drinking is an option because people like you and I can not drink never again period. We lost the option to drink. Now choose the opportunity of sobriety.

splitimage · Sep 05, 2023 at 08:02 AM

So I'm thinking of getting a tattoo. I'd like to have a butterfly and my sober date tattooed on my forearm. It'll be 5 years sober in Oct. and I'd like to get the tattoo kind of as a celebratory thing..

The only thing holding me back is being slightly worried about the permanence of it. I mean if I tattoo the date, what happens if I slip up and drink. I mean I feel like my date is as permanent as it can be, but given my history I'm still a bit hesitant.

Desoxyn · Sep 08, 2023 at 12:31 AM

I need poppy gum

Ok maybe not. Nvm. Sorry..

I hope everyone is well (:

MuddyBoots · Sep 13, 2023 at 05:42 AM

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Originally Posted by buddha1too

There have been relatively few posts here lately. I guess everyone has been cured of their alcoholism/addiction. Sorry; I'm just being a smart arse...

I know I wasn't posting because I was the exact opposite of cured :/

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Had a bad relapse. Did a 30 day program, doing intake for IOP today starting the actual program tomorrow. I fked up my body real bad.

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MuddyBoots Monster on the Hill Member Since Sep 2020 Location: by the river Posts: 5,409 (SuperPoster!) 4 6,310 hugs given	Jul 21, 2023 at 03:01 AM #501 As funny as this sounds, Naltrexone kinda makes me feel like I'm on opioids minus the high __________________ [Insert thought-provoking and comedic quote here]
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iscreamparty Member Member Since Jul 2023 Location: Boston Posts: 50 1 132 hugs given	Jul 30, 2023 at 09:50 AM #505 I'm going to try and stay sober today __________________
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Loial El Psy Congroo Member Since Aug 2014 Location: UK Posts: 5,502 10 4,690 hugs given	Aug 16, 2023 at 04:16 PM #510 Oops wrong chat. __________________ The Wheel of Time turns, and Ages come and pass, leaving memories that become legend. Legend fades to myth, and even myth is long forgotten when the Age that gave it birth comes again... "To travel hopefully is a better thing than to arrive." Robert Louis Stevenson
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3rd rock Veteran Member Member Since May 2019 Location: Canada Posts: 568 5 6,177 hugs given	Aug 22, 2023 at 10:52 PM #513 I went to the hospital because I was extremely sick after using again last night. They're referring me to an addictions specialist.
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buddha1too Veteran Member Member Since Sep 2011 Posts: 746 13 2,549 hugs given	Sep 01, 2023 at 06:47 AM #515 There have been relatively few posts here lately. I guess everyone has been cured of their alcoholism/addiction. Sorry; I'm just being a smart arse...
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 13,028 (SuperPoster!) 8 4,931 hugs given	Sep 08, 2023 at 12:31 AM #519 I need poppy gum Ok maybe not. Nvm. Sorry.. I hope everyone is well (:
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