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Legendary
Member Since Mar 2009
Location: USA
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Poohbah
Member Since Jan 2012
Location: Scotland
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#42
Today i am 4 months clean / Sober
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Community Support Team Member Since Mar 2006
Location: Ontario, Canada
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#43
Congratulations Astral, that's fantastic.
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Legendary
Member Since Mar 2009
Location: USA
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#44
Well done Astral!
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Elder
Member Since Jan 2010
Location: Where? US
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#45
From 130.... I am back to day 1. I know the trigger was along the lines of needing. I need to step up and reconnect with my higher power.
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Legendary
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Location: USA
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#46
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#47
I'm generally feeling pretty strong in my sobriety, and as a precaution take Antabuse so there's no way I'll drink. But for the past few days, I've had some wishful thinking, about how nice it would be to go have a beer on a patio, after the lock down ends.
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Elder
Member Since Jan 2010
Location: Where? US
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#48
I've been low the last few days. All due to the slip. My body aches and that just intensifies my mind. I made it 3 days. I hope that this last time was just a lapse.
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Legendary
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Location: USA
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Elder
Member Since Nov 2016
Location: Texas
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#50
Relapsed again. Back on day 3.
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Elder
Member Since Jan 2010
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#51
Me too! Back at day one
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Metaphysic
Member Since Aug 2016
Location: The Netherlands
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Member Since May 2012
Location: Michigan, USA
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#53
hi guys first time posting here,
I was addicted to benzos, and a long list of pain meds for years and have been clean and sober for almost 2.5 yrs. I had a lot of help along the way and had to relapse a few times to get it right and still today I grapple with urges. I just want to let ppl know if they need any help or support I am always around. You can find me in chat or pm me or post to my profile. Just to let you know what kinds of pills and other rec. drugs I have a background with they are Weed, coke, acid, , Xanax, valium, Klonopin, Fentenyl, vicoden and oxys. I've been in rehab and hospitalized for the Rx drugs and kicked the rec. drugs on my own. Cheers, Tams __________________ Tams https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6Whgn_iE5uc https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6FOUqQt3Kg0 YOU LAUGH BECAUSE I AM DIFFERENT, I LAUGH BECAUSE YOU ARE ALL THE SAME Don't only practice your Art, But force your way through into its secrets, For it and Knowledge can Raise men to the Divine. Beethoven |
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Location: Ontario, Canada
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#54
Yesterday I hit the 18 month mark. I'm really happy about it as that was my previous best. Now I'm looking forward to making it to 2 years. It feels achievable right now.
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Magnate
Member Since Feb 2013
Location: planet earth
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#55
WTG splitimage
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Member Since May 2012
Location: Michigan, USA
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#56
you will do it splitimage believe in yourself
__________________ Tams https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6Whgn_iE5uc https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6FOUqQt3Kg0 YOU LAUGH BECAUSE I AM DIFFERENT, I LAUGH BECAUSE YOU ARE ALL THE SAME Don't only practice your Art, But force your way through into its secrets, For it and Knowledge can Raise men to the Divine. Beethoven |
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Elder
Member Since Jul 2017
Location: USA
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#57
Hello! Nice to meet u all. Just signing in here, sober as usual...
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Metaphysic
Member Since Aug 2016
Location: The Netherlands
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#58
I feel like snorting 125mg of ketamine and doing something ****ed up
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Member
Member Since Oct 2019
Location: US
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I'm glad I kicked my habits when I did. For me, addiction and cravings is a non issue. My favorite drugs have either a supremely negative effect on my psyche or no effect at all due to conflicting drugs I'm prescribed now. So I'd be an idiot to want to use again. Cigarettes are the only thing that even come close to being an issue but my lack of money takes care of that. Plus my mom and I made a deal to quit smoking together, and if I start up again, she will too, so that's that.
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Metaphysic
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Location: The Netherlands
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#60
I'm sober but I'm really ****ed up more mentally than any drug can do
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