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Mar 31, 2020 at 02:19 PM
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Apr 01, 2020 at 01:03 PM
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Today i am 4 months clean / Sober
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Apr 01, 2020 at 03:06 PM
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Congratulations Astral, that's fantastic.
__________________  "I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn. "If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba 
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Apr 04, 2020 at 03:38 AM
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Well done Astral!
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Apr 05, 2020 at 08:55 AM
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From 130.... I am back to day 1. I know the trigger was along the lines of needing. I need to step up and reconnect with my higher power.
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Apr 05, 2020 at 09:44 AM
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 Your 130 is great and cannot be taken away! And you csn start another long run. |
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Apr 07, 2020 at 07:27 AM
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I'm generally feeling pretty strong in my sobriety, and as a precaution take Antabuse so there's no way I'll drink. But for the past few days, I've had some wishful thinking, about how nice it would be to go have a beer on a patio, after the lock down ends.
Just wondered if anyone else is having similar thoughts. splitimage __________________ "I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn. "If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba
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Apr 08, 2020 at 07:39 AM
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I've been low the last few days. All due to the slip. My body aches and that just intensifies my mind. I made it 3 days. I hope that this last time was just a lapse.
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Apr 09, 2020 at 02:36 PM
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Apr 10, 2020 at 09:27 AM
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Relapsed again. Back on day 3.
__________________  Diagnoses: PTSD with Dissociative Symptoms, Borderline Personality Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Fibromyalgia and Chronic Pain |
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Apr 10, 2020 at 10:13 PM
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Me too! Back at day one
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Apr 11, 2020 at 03:07 PM
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Apr 15, 2020 at 04:21 AM
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hi guys first time posting here,
I was addicted to benzos, and a long list of pain meds for years and have been clean and sober for almost 2.5 yrs. I had a lot of help along the way and had to relapse a few times to get it right and still today I grapple with urges. I just want to let ppl know if they need any help or support I am always around. You can find me in chat or pm me or post to my profile. Just to let you know what kinds of pills and other rec. drugs I have a background with they are Weed, coke, acid, , Xanax, valium, Klonopin, Fentenyl, vicoden and oxys. I've been in rehab and hospitalized for the Rx drugs and kicked the rec. drugs on my own. Cheers, Tams __________________ Tams https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6Whgn_iE5uc https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6FOUqQt3Kg0 YOU LAUGH BECAUSE I AM DIFFERENT, I LAUGH BECAUSE YOU ARE ALL THE SAME Don't only practice your Art, But force your way through into its secrets, For it and Knowledge can Raise men to the Divine. Beethoven |
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Apr 18, 2020 at 07:26 AM
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Yesterday I hit the 18 month mark. I'm really happy about it as that was my previous best. Now I'm looking forward to making it to 2 years. It feels achievable right now.
splitimage __________________ "I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn. "If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba
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Apr 18, 2020 at 07:48 AM
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WTG splitimage
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Apr 18, 2020 at 09:51 AM
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you will do it splitimage believe in yourself
__________________ Tams https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6Whgn_iE5uc https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6FOUqQt3Kg0 YOU LAUGH BECAUSE I AM DIFFERENT, I LAUGH BECAUSE YOU ARE ALL THE SAME Don't only practice your Art, But force your way through into its secrets, For it and Knowledge can Raise men to the Divine. Beethoven |
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Apr 19, 2020 at 02:17 AM
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Hello! Nice to meet u all. Just signing in here, sober as usual...
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Apr 19, 2020 at 11:24 PM
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I feel like snorting 125mg of ketamine and doing something ****ed up
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Apr 20, 2020 at 12:14 AM
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I'm glad I kicked my habits when I did. For me, addiction and cravings is a non issue. My favorite drugs have either a supremely negative effect on my psyche or no effect at all due to conflicting drugs I'm prescribed now. So I'd be an idiot to want to use again. Cigarettes are the only thing that even come close to being an issue but my lack of money takes care of that. Plus my mom and I made a deal to quit smoking together, and if I start up again, she will too, so that's that.
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Apr 20, 2020 at 07:49 PM
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I'm sober but I'm really ****ed up more mentally than any drug can do
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