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Default Mar 31, 2020 at 02:19 PM
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Congratulations puzzclar!!
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Default Apr 01, 2020 at 01:03 PM
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Today i am 4 months clean / Sober

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Default Apr 01, 2020 at 03:06 PM
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Congratulations Astral, that's fantastic.

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Default Apr 04, 2020 at 03:38 AM
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Well done Astral!

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Default Apr 05, 2020 at 08:55 AM
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From 130.... I am back to day 1. I know the trigger was along the lines of needing. I need to step up and reconnect with my higher power.
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Your 130 is great and cannot be taken away! And you csn start another long run.
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Default Apr 07, 2020 at 07:27 AM
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I'm generally feeling pretty strong in my sobriety, and as a precaution take Antabuse so there's no way I'll drink. But for the past few days, I've had some wishful thinking, about how nice it would be to go have a beer on a patio, after the lock down ends.


Just wondered if anyone else is having similar thoughts.

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Default Apr 08, 2020 at 07:39 AM
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I've been low the last few days. All due to the slip. My body aches and that just intensifies my mind. I made it 3 days. I hope that this last time was just a lapse.
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Default Apr 10, 2020 at 09:27 AM
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Relapsed again. Back on day 3.

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Me too! Back at day one
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Default Apr 15, 2020 at 04:21 AM
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hi guys first time posting here,
I was addicted to benzos, and a long list of pain meds for years and have been clean and sober for almost 2.5 yrs. I had a lot of help along the way and had to relapse a few times to get it right and still today I grapple with urges.
I just want to let ppl know if they need any help or support I am always around. You can find me in chat or pm me or post to my profile.
Just to let you know what kinds of pills and other rec. drugs I have a background with they are Weed, coke, acid, , Xanax, valium, Klonopin, Fentenyl, vicoden and oxys.
I've been in rehab and hospitalized for the Rx drugs and kicked the rec. drugs on my own.
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Default Apr 18, 2020 at 07:26 AM
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Yesterday I hit the 18 month mark. I'm really happy about it as that was my previous best. Now I'm looking forward to making it to 2 years. It feels achievable right now.

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you will do it splitimage believe in yourself

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Hello! Nice to meet u all. Just signing in here, sober as usual...
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I feel like snorting 125mg of ketamine and doing something ****ed up

I should play GTA.. That's what I'm gonna do..
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I'm glad I kicked my habits when I did. For me, addiction and cravings is a non issue. My favorite drugs have either a supremely negative effect on my psyche or no effect at all due to conflicting drugs I'm prescribed now. So I'd be an idiot to want to use again. Cigarettes are the only thing that even come close to being an issue but my lack of money takes care of that. Plus my mom and I made a deal to quit smoking together, and if I start up again, she will too, so that's that.
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I'm sober but I'm really ****ed up more mentally than any drug can do
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