Daily Check In #4

childofchaos831 · Feb 11, 2020 at 10:23 AM

The other one reached it's page limit so here goes...

greentires4me · Feb 11, 2020 at 08:35 PM

Tomorrow it’s 4 years 7months sober

childofchaos831 · Feb 11, 2020 at 08:59 PM

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Tomorrow it’s 4 years 7months sober

Yay! Congrats!

splitimage · Feb 12, 2020 at 09:13 AM

Way to go greentires4me. That's awesome.

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WastingAsparagus · Feb 13, 2020 at 12:04 AM

I have always wondered what it would be like if I just started not counting the days I am sober. But also not counting the days I am not sober. I wonder what that would amount to. Regardless, I am going to be sober -- I just believe alcohol leads to more suffering for me.

greentires4me · Feb 13, 2020 at 06:21 AM

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Originally Posted by WastingAsparagus

I have always wondered what it would be like if I just started not counting the days I am sober. But also not counting the days I am not sober. I wonder what that would amount to. Regardless, I am going to be sober -- I just believe alcohol leads to more suffering for me.

What about getting a sober app to help you in your progress? Or a calendar you can mark up?

splitimage · Feb 13, 2020 at 09:21 AM

In addition to my ticker, in my signature, I have an app on my phone, that tracks sober time, and gives you milestones. Most of the time, I don't really think about how long I've been sober, although I really did in the beginning, but it's still nice to check my counters and see the time build up.

splitimage

WastingAsparagus · Feb 13, 2020 at 10:21 AM

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Originally Posted by greentires4me

What about getting a sober app to help you in your progress? Or a calendar you can mark up?

Yeah, I feel like something physical would be best for me, as I tend to delete apps a lot. So, investing in a calendar would be good. I think I'm going to do that.

childofchaos831 · Feb 13, 2020 at 01:06 PM

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Originally Posted by WastingAsparagus

I have always wondered what it would be like if I just started not counting the days I am sober. But also not counting the days I am not sober. I wonder what that would amount to. Regardless, I am going to be sober -- I just believe alcohol leads to more suffering for me.

I've got it in my calendar on my phone the day I last drank. So I can reference. My sponsor has me counting self harm as well since I'm working NA and we agreed to count it as mood altering. So I have that day in my calendar too. I have the apps too, but I don't obsess over how long I have. A lady asked me at an AA meeting last night how much time I had since I said I was under 30 days and I had to look at my calendar... I didn't even know. Counting or not counting, either way can work. I've tried both and I think not obsessing but still counting works best for me.

Desoxyn · Feb 16, 2020 at 01:31 PM

I was down to 650mg phenibut last night and I think I felt withdrawals from that or weed withdrawal idk.. (Felt like I was going to fly into space). So I took 600mg phenibut this morning but I don't want to seem boring on the walk with everyone today so I took an extra 700mg..

Tomorrow I'll take just 700mg and decrease by 100mg a day.

Desoxyn · Feb 20, 2020 at 10:37 PM

I don't want to do drugs anymore. I want to study people that take chemicals.. and mice, etc...

I want to be a neuropsychopharmacologist

I was a mouse studying itself

Desoxyn · Feb 21, 2020 at 06:16 PM

No.. I can't do that.. It won't bring me happiness..

greentires4me · Feb 22, 2020 at 10:40 PM

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Originally Posted by Desoxyn

No.. I can't do that.. It won't bring me happiness..

What will not bring you happiness?

WastingAsparagus · Feb 23, 2020 at 02:45 PM

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Originally Posted by childofchaos831

I've got it in my calendar on my phone the day I last drank. So I can reference. My sponsor has me counting self harm as well since I'm working NA and we agreed to count it as mood altering. So I have that day in my calendar too. I have the apps too, but I don't obsess over how long I have. A lady asked me at an AA meeting last night how much time I had since I said I was under 30 days and I had to look at my calendar... I didn't even know. Counting or not counting, either way can work. I've tried both and I think not obsessing but still counting works best for me.

Yeah I've been counting as of late.

I have a solid 12 days now!

childofchaos831 · Feb 23, 2020 at 03:15 PM

I'm coming up on 30 days, on the 29th...

It's leap year so there is actually a 29th of February.

greentires4me · Feb 27, 2020 at 05:50 PM

9
Days till 1700 days sober

splitimage · Feb 28, 2020 at 07:31 AM

Way to go childofchaos and greentires.
splitimage

greentires4me · Mar 07, 2020 at 07:25 PM

childofchaos831 · Mar 07, 2020 at 07:34 PM

Way to go greentires!

40 days here...

splitimage · Mar 08, 2020 at 10:02 AM

Greentires, that's awesome.

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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 13,028 (SuperPoster!) 8 4,931 hugs given	Feb 16, 2020 at 01:31 PM #10 I was down to 650mg phenibut last night and I think I felt withdrawals from that or weed withdrawal idk.. (Felt like I was going to fly into space). So I took 600mg phenibut this morning but I don't want to seem boring on the walk with everyone today so I took an extra 700mg.. Tomorrow I'll take just 700mg and decrease by 100mg a day.
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 13,028 (SuperPoster!) 8 4,931 hugs given	Feb 20, 2020 at 10:37 PM #11 I don't want to do drugs anymore. I want to study people that take chemicals.. and mice, etc... I want to be a neuropsychopharmacologist I was a mouse studying itself
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 13,028 (SuperPoster!) 8 4,931 hugs given	Feb 21, 2020 at 06:16 PM #12 No.. I can't do that.. It won't bring me happiness..
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childofchaos831 Elder Member Since Nov 2016 Location: Texas Posts: 5,037 8 15 hugs given	Feb 23, 2020 at 03:15 PM #15 I'm coming up on 30 days, on the 29th... It's leap year so there is actually a 29th of February. __________________ Diagnoses: PTSD with Dissociative Symptoms, Borderline Personality Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Fibromyalgia and Chronic Pain
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childofchaos831 Elder Member Since Nov 2016 Location: Texas Posts: 5,037 8 15 hugs given	Mar 07, 2020 at 07:34 PM #19 Way to go greentires! 40 days here... __________________ Diagnoses: PTSD with Dissociative Symptoms, Borderline Personality Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Fibromyalgia and Chronic Pain
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splitimage Moderator Community Support Team Member Since Mar 2006 Location: Ontario, Canada Posts: 11,514 18 79 hugs given	Mar 08, 2020 at 10:02 AM #20 Greentires, that's awesome. __________________ "I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn. "If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba
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