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when i'm alone, it's at its worst. i feel this overwhelming urge to escape. i'm a poly-addict and fell off the face of these forums for some time. isolation breeds self-destruction.
even today, i found myself using again. just desperate to escape it all. the memories, the mood swings, the hallucinations and loneliness. i'm captured by these things. locked up, looking for a key. the cage in my heart expanded and took over me. i'm alone rn and feeling that desperation. i want to forget i'm in the cage, but that will only prolong my stay. for anyone who reads this, thank you for taking the time to do so. __________________ "Give him his freedom and he'll remember his humanity." |
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I don’t have words right now. You’ve been missed.
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I feel for you. It's rough. I'm a poly-addict too and am struggling right alongside with you right now. We'll get through this together
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