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Member Since Feb 2016
Location: Doing donuts in the parking lot
Posts: 4,276
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chasing that wagon is so exhausting after falling off so hard.
my fiance is now my ex and my addictions have been my way to cope. i didn't want to relapse, ended up in the hospital in another state that didn't have my records. therefore, have no clue i shouldn't have certain drugs. well, i got some. in order to negate wanting that particular substance, i have done other substances. losing my relationship, i've fallen pretty hard. substances and stupid ****. not thinking about consequences. if i do consider them, i decide i don't care. i hate this. i hate me. __________________ "Give him his freedom and he'll remember his humanity." |
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Jan 2020
Location: USA
Posts: 3,654
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I am so very, very sorry you are struggling. What a heavy burden you bear! Wish I knew what to say to help!
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Member Since Nov 2023
Location: Iran
Posts: 3
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I don't know you, but I am deeply sorry that you're going through such painful situations. I did feel a drop of your pains when reading your post.
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Member Since Dec 2021
Location: earth
Posts: 58
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Hi MtnTime2895,
Sorry to hear about your struggles and hope you are doing okay. Maybe you could try to go to some sort of support group. AA has meetings everywhere and they have helped many people, including myself. Well, take good care of yourself and take it one day at a time. |
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