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Grand Magnate
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Apr 28, 2008 at 08:14 PM
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I want a drug so bad...my entire body hurts. It will do anything for a drug. Every one of my cells is screaming for a drug--any drug---just a drug. Help.
__________________ You don't have to fly straight...  ...just keep it between the lines!
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Grand Poohbah
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Location: Chalmette, Louisiana
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Apr 28, 2008 at 09:41 PM
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You dont' need that. Remember what it does. Don't let it do it again.
Hang on tight and keep going forward. love ya ((((((depresseme)))))) chalmette __________________ So often we dwell on the things that seem impossible rather than on the things that are possible. So often we are depressed by what remains to be done and forget to be thankful for all that has been done.--Marian Wright Edelman |
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Apr 28, 2008 at 09:55 PM
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Just hang on, minute by minute. Think it through to the end and remember why you don't want to go back there.
Sorry it's so tough right now, can you get to an NA meeting? or even AA in a pinch? Just remember how much work you've put into your recovery that you don't want to throw away. (((Depressme)))) __________________  "I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn. "If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba 
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Grand Magnate
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Apr 28, 2008 at 10:14 PM
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Thanks Chalm and Split. I am not going to leave my house and go get drugs....I just really want them. I have not had a craving this powerful in ages. I feel like I am back in my first month of clean time.
So, how are you two tonight? Good I hope. I am glad you are here for me. So...I am trying to think of crap to type because I don't want to let go of you two. I am going to hang out here and read the forums a little....maybe try to paint some to take my mind off of it. hugs __________________ You don't have to fly straight... ...just keep it between the lines!
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Grand Poohbah
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Apr 28, 2008 at 10:23 PM
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I'm still fighting it myself. Today is one month and one week since i've drank and smoked dope. Every day is a challenge still.
Your an inspiration for me. All the time you've got being sober. I hope i can one day say thats me. Enjoy doing some of your painting. And i'm still dying to see some of your new stuff. I love your paintings. they relax me just looking at them. They are so beautiful. Just like you. __________________ So often we dwell on the things that seem impossible rather than on the things that are possible. So often we are depressed by what remains to be done and forget to be thankful for all that has been done.--Marian Wright Edelman |
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Apr 29, 2008 at 09:21 PM
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depressme,
I hope today was a little better. Painting sounds like a great distraction. I know when I'm really stressed, getting lost in my practicing my music really helps me, because when I'm playing that's all that I'm focussed on. Hang in there. splitimage __________________ "I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn. "If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba
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Grand Magnate
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May 01, 2008 at 01:26 PM
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The cravings have passed and I feel better. Wow, just when you think you are over it, it sneaks up and smacks you in the back of the head. Thanks to all of you for being here for me!
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