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Old Sep 10, 2013, 10:52 AM
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Im a life ling struggler of anorexia and just relapsed back into the depths of the disease again after a year of recovery. I started to restrict several months ago and drop weight. Im frustrated and depressed. Im angry with myself for falling under again. This battle never seems to go away.
the demons never seem to leave my head even when I try to eat normally. Im so terrified to eat now and scared of the numbers on the scale. at persistent insistence of my mom Im going to reach out to professional help (my old T) for some guidance. Im so scared though. I don't know what to talk about though. I don't know what is driving this this time it has been a several decade struggle. I don't want this to keep robbing me of my life.
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Old Sep 16, 2013, 03:22 PM
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I relate a lot

I don't know what to say.

My friend has been writing me parts of 'biting the hand that starves you' which has been helpful. Maybe you could try reading some books?
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Old Sep 18, 2013, 10:53 AM
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A year of recovery is amazing!
What was happening in your life a few months ago when you started restricting again?

Have you talked to your T yet?
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