[Contrast]

I have summoned myself to vaguely open up and share my stories, dear oh dear, another ASPD.. bored as **** as always, the need of constant stimulation... I feed of impulsiveness - sometimes it doesn't end well xD.

I have never been able to feel any capacity of emotion, proud of it too. I believe I am immortal emotionally, nothing can get to me and the effect is at its steam-rolling flattest.

Not exactly lovin' life, give me something to shoot.


I am here to just merely want to hear others stories. Last time I was bored shitless I lit a fire inside my house and engraved my name into concrete using flammable liquids and lit on fire.. which was 2 days ago. **** me sideways and ship me back to Africa but nothing seems to have a profound effect on me.

[AlphaMikeFoxtrot]

I've been going for runs in the park at night with a ratchet up my sleeve. So far, nothing.

Originally Posted by Contrast

...and engraved my name into concrete using flammable liquids and lit on fire.. which was 2 days ago.

I used to do that with my wife's hairspray.

I've been going for runs in the park at night with a ratchet up my sleeve. So far, nothing

[Contrast]

Originally Posted by Michael D.

I used to do that with my wife's hairspray.

It is inevitable to grow old, but optional to grow up.
A psychopath/ASPD who's married, incredible, haven't seen that since season 3 or 4 in Dexter. May I ask how is your relationship between you and your spouse like? And your wedding experience.

Originally Posted by Contrast

It is inevitable to grow old, but optional to grow up.
A psychopath/ASPD who's married, incredible, haven't seen that since season 3 or 4 in Dexter. May I ask how is your relationship between you and your spouse like? And your wedding experience.

Dexter isn't a psychopath. Just a lovable, huggable serial killer.

It's delightful. She's smart, attractive, a chef, good with the kids, open-minded, and the sex is phenomenal. What more could a psychopath want? She's also not afraid to "call it like it is". This is a very valuable trait, I find.

The wedding was okay... for a wedding. She loved it, of course. I'm not so fond of them, in general. But she promised Vegas for the honeymoon, so it worked out in the end...

I personally like using Axe bodyspray & making fun designs on the terrazzo! Less destructive, but it's pretty & I'll get the deposit back on the apartment. ;D

In other news... Welcome, Contrast. As with most makeshift communities, activity really comes & goes. I've been feeling really restless & extroverted lately, so I probably won't retreat for at least a little while. Long enough hopefully to engage some interesting conversation! It would be nice to have some mental stimulation.

Awh, I agree Mike, Dexter is an adorable serial killer! Hahah, I haven't watched this most recent season. Is it still just as good?

Originally Posted by Shayatanica

It would be nice to have some mental stimulation.

Indeed.

Awh, I agree Mike, Dexter is an adorable serial killer! Hahah, I haven't watched this most recent season. Is it still just as good?

I've only seen the first two episodes. But he seems to be back to his more psychopathic nature and not constantly brooding over Rita or how he "can't feel love for people". But I'm really starting to hate Deb and feel less respect for Quinn, whom I always used to respect.

Speaking of Dexter...

summed the entire show up pretty well... and in a way that made me giggle foolishly. Enjoy. Or die.

For even more fun... Pause the video... Press 6, and then 7.

That video is amazing!! Hahaha I think they summed up everything SO well that I almost feel silly for loving the show so much. Though honestly, I'm kind of confused as to what "press 6, and then 7" really accomplishes except for seeing the asian guy photobombing the friendly ghost. :P

I watched the entirety of Seasons 1-5 ritualistically, haha. Hell would be to the person who spoke during one of his predictable inner monologues!! But srsly. I look forward to seeing him getting back to business, though that upsets me that Quinn is becoming a douchebag... Even though he was a bit of an antithesis to Dexter, I had a bit of respect for him too.
And Deb has always been an annoying *****, in my opinion. It's just so easy to see through her overly-defensive facade & into her squishy, vulnerable interior. She doesn't cover it up well, let alone successfully.

Originally Posted by Shayatanica

But srsly. I look forward to seeing him getting back to business, though that upsets me that Quinn is becoming a douchebag... Even though he was a bit of an antithesis to Dexter, I had a bit of respect for him too.
And Deb has always been an annoying *****, in my opinion. It's just so easy to see through her overly-defensive facade & into her squishy, vulnerable interior. She doesn't cover it up well, let alone successfully.

Same here. I'm sick of his emotional turmoil ****.

Quinn isn't necessarily becoming a douchebag (at least in the episodes I've watched). He's acting more of a, "Deb, why don't you love me?" *cries* sort of guy... which is just annoying... And sad... And, true, Deb always has been an annoying *****, but she's becoming simply intolerable.

I mean. I suppose I can understand the "requirement" for emotional turmoil from an entertainment perspective, since most people require that to relate to a character. And especially as a serial killer, which most people cannot really envision being just as human as anyone else.

HAHAHAHAH That's pretty pathetic, especially for a guy who had absolutely NO problem with holding his own ground before getting into a relationship. Well, hopefully this might be another failed relationship for *****face, lest everyone turns into a ***** & they all cry while in circlejerk formation. XD

Speaking of TV & ****; what are your tastes, in terms of music/books/movies/etc.? This question goes to anyone else, but honestly, no one else is really chiming in if they ARE infact active. I really choose the damnedest times to be an extrovert.

Originally Posted by Shayatanica

I mean. I suppose I can understand the "requirement" for emotional turmoil from an entertainment perspective, since most people require that to relate to a character. And especially as a serial killer, which most people cannot really envision being just as human as anyone else.

**** their emotional ****... Then again, if "most people" stopped watching Dexter, the show would be cancelled, and I wouldn't be able to watch it. Still, his whining annoys the hell out of me.

HAHAHAHAH That's pretty pathetic, especially for a guy who had absolutely NO problem with holding his own ground before getting into a relationship. Well, hopefully this might be another failed relationship for *****face, lest everyone turns into a ***** & they all cry while in circlejerk formation. XD

Hopefully. Probably. I hope Quinn goes back to his old ways. But if they split, he'd likely be "moved to another department," otherwise known as "kicked off the show". But the hostility would be somewhat amusing to watch.

Speaking of TV & ****; what are your tastes, in terms of music/books/movies/etc.? This question goes to anyone else, but honestly, no one else is really chiming in if they ARE infact active. I really choose the damnedest times to be an extrovert.

Let's start a new thread, just for antisocials.

[IKellyI]

Originally Posted by Shayatanica

I personally like using Axe bodyspray & making fun designs on the terrazzo! Less destructive, but it's pretty & I'll get the deposit back on the apartment. ;D

In other news... Welcome, Contrast. As with most makeshift communities, activity really comes & goes. I've been feeling really restless & extroverted lately, so I probably won't retreat for at least a little while. Long enough hopefully to engage some interesting conversation! It would be nice to have some mental stimulation.

Awh, I agree Mike, Dexter is an adorable serial killer! Hahah, I haven't watched this most recent season. Is it still just as good?

I used to use raid and make a torch out of it to burn everything. I have never seen Dexter yet. But I hear it is a wonderful movie. I think I shall attempt to watch it tonight.

[Contrast]

Originally Posted by IKellyI

I used to use raid and make a torch out of it to burn everything. I have never seen Dexter yet. But I hear it is a wonderful movie. I think I shall attempt to watch it tonight.

It's a TV series, my friend.

@others, I am back from inactivity, I won't post regularly and would rarely lurk on the other sections.

I can converse, but I can only go so far until I become disinterested, but you can message me.

Totally understood, Contrast. We all go through the same **** here. Cyclical boredom. I'm surprised mine hasn't dissipated yet.

[Contrast]

Originally Posted by Shayatanica

Totally understood, Contrast. We all go through the same **** here. Cyclical boredom. I'm surprised mine hasn't dissipated yet.

I'm glad you understand,
Well, sure, if everything is systematic and society is prevailed to conformity, not only us will be bored but the rest of conscientious people out there will be too.

HAHAHAHAHA. True ****ing story!! I AM noticing my irritability & impatience returning in small surges, so maybe sometime within the next 2 weeks, I might shut the **** up & find something to do offline. XD

Mehhhh, as if there's not prevailing conformity as it is... There is no originality left. There are just different paths to get to the same result.