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Apr 17, 2010, 08:53 PM
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Putting up the trigger icon just in case, I don't want anybody freaking out because I'M freaking out.
You guys it's been so, SO bad today. Woke up late, thought I'd sleep in thought it would be okay but no, of COURSE not I can't function like a regular person, if *I* stay up late and sleep in I spend the whole F%#&ing day panicking and panicking and can't even leave the room or do anything but lie in bed, writhe on the floor in pain, try to sleep and cry. This is so messed up. It's NEVER been this bad, I can't remember it ever being this awful or me feeling SO bad so often. It's like once a week now I have a panic attack of some degree and at least every two to three weeks I have one that is almost unbearable. Right now I wish, I DESPERATELY wish, that I could do anything, even something self-destructive, to make this feeling go away but I know nothing will help, so I guess that's a good thing (I won't do anything self-destructive, that is). It's so bad right now that I actually resorted to hitting my fist against my head a couple times just to try and ease this godawful tension/panic/can't-stop-moving feeling. I get to go back to my psychiatrist in about 3 weeks but I don't know how I'm gonna live that long, I have to get through finals at college and if I end up with a D in any one class my stupid stupid STUPID parents are going to pull me out of school!!!! And this is the only place where I can be away from all of their crazyness and homophobia and stupidity!!!! AUUUGGHHHH. I feel so so so so sos os os so so bad. This f**^$%ng sucks. I hate it so much I don't know what to do. I am seriously, SERIOUSLY considering doubling the dose of my meidcation tomorrow morning--I have been on 120mg of Cymbalta before, it is a legit dose to be on, and I don't remember it ever being this bad when I was on 120mg. I just don't know how else I'm going to get through this, but then again it'll take a month to feel anything right? AJLLJFLFKSEHLKESHJFKLSEFJLKJSELFJKLESJHFSLEKFJJFKKF LJHFSFLEFJKFJSEKLFJSKELFJKESLFJLKESFJKLFESJLFKJESKLFSJE!!!!
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Apr 18, 2010, 05:10 PM
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I am experiencing the same thing. Do you feel any better yet? Did you just start the medication?
Things will always get better they say. I wish you the best. |
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Apr 18, 2010, 11:59 PM
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Is there a counselor at school that you can talk to?
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