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Jul 01, 2010, 03:06 PM
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Been feeling like s**t today. Not sick or anything just crappy. Anxiety and thoughts have been all over the place. Tried meditating I just can't seem to focus. Tried reading still can't focus. I don't know what to do. It is such a pretty day today. I want to sunbathe. I know, I know it's bad for you but it lifts my mood and somehow seems to make my back pain go away. but the thought of getting my bathing suit on putting on the sunscreen and tanning oil seems like alot to do right now. My husband's work has not sent him his last 2 paychecks so we are out of food and everything else. The electric needs to be paid before tomarrow morning. And I am missing my husband right now. For all his crappy ways, he has a way of telling me things are not bad as they seem and he helps me do things like cook and clean when I am in these moods. I really need him right now but he has to work to pay our bills. I miss my sister. I have'nt talked to her in 2 weeks because she never returns phone calls. Have'nt talk to anyone outside of my house in 2 weeks actually. I haven't seen my oldest son in almost 2 months because of my grandmother. I miss him so bad it hurts.I just wish she would let me talk to him on the phone or have my papaw bring him over for a little bit. I just got this woe is me attitude going. Then I feel guilty because I can't play with my youngest boy. He needs someone to play with. And my back hurts and hip hurts I just can't. I feel like a neglegent parent. I keep envisioning him on PC in 20 years talking about me and my non attention. Ugh. This sucks. I have so much to do around here, it's ridiculous. I'm not depressed just .......blah. I feel like I'm going to throw up I missed my p-doc appt today. I forgot it. I guess I had better call him. Thanks for letting me vent I needed that.
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Jul 01, 2010, 03:17 PM
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(((((Thunderbear)))))
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Jul 01, 2010, 05:35 PM
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Hang in there thunderbear, we all have those days sometimes. I am sure it will seem better tomorrow.
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Jul 03, 2010, 02:25 PM
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Hope you are better soon, thunderbear.
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Jul 03, 2010, 04:45 PM
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all the best thunderbear
I'm having one of those days today , for me it is one of those lives I feel like an awful parent to my kids because of my neglect |
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Jul 10, 2010, 10:08 PM
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hope you're feeling better. I understand. I'm having a day too.
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Jul 12, 2010, 06:40 AM
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All the best ThunderBear, hope you feel better soon and know that you are in our thoughts and prayers. Hope today is much better for you!
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Jul 12, 2010, 10:36 PM
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((((thunderbear))))
I really hope you are feeling better now, Rhiannon
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