[jk2833]

Hi members hope your all not too bad,last time I posted I told you about the voice I had been hearing and my so called diagnosis of GAD and depression,since then I've had quitipeine (max dose)and that didn't help then resperidone at 1mg. I've never felt so ill in all my life! I had a horrible painful rash and I just couldn't function.
So I'm going to have to try something else,I'm even taking nitrazapam during the day to keep my anxiety down. Back then I spoke to my psych dr about going back into psychotherapy as I find it really effective for me now my appointment is tomorrow and I don't want to go.
The thing is over the past 3months one relative has found out she's got cancer,my grandad has a clot on his heart and now my mums taken ill and in hospital.(My father works away)
So my anxiety and depression is through the roof and I feel I can't handle going over my past and present all over again,I believe it will be a massive trigger that will make me worse.
But at the same time I don't want my psych dr thinking that I don't need help or that I'm wasting peoples time.
I'm even afraid to leave the house,and the old eating disorder is rearing its ugly head its becoming more of a problem.
Please any words of advice or similar experiences I really need help with this one,sorry about spellings and so many issues in one post.
I also posted in other boards on here just to get as much help as possible

Many thanks
Jk

[Marla500]

hello jk, I am so sorry you are having to go through all this at once. the only thing I can think of to tell you is don't worry about wasting your doctor's time, that's what they are there for...and don't hold back at your visit...it can be hard to let other people help us but we need to so we can get better. take it easy on yourself...best wishes and hope things get better for you soon

[Suki22]

please see your therapist tomorrow! you've got far too much going on to not go. I don't have too much to say other than I know how you feel and can totally relate. you're not alone. I hate the overwhelming feeling and you're having anxiety about what's to come. not fun. please see your therapist tomorrow and let us know how you're doing!

[knphelan]

See your therapist tomorrow and express to them what you just expressed to us. Maybe you guys can talk about other issues instead of the really sensitive ones this time. Next week though you have to pump yourself up to talk about all of it. You need to vent, cry, etc. If you bottle this in all by yourself imagine what your anxiety will increase to?