[Mogeii]

This may be the first time in the history of my gad that I have had an anxious obsession last more than a day. Severe sharp chest pain on wednesay in the evening, caused a panic attack. Next night same time, more mild pain caused anxiety attack. Friday general fatigue, convinced its a sign of a heart problem. Today, tired, anxious, mild chest pain again aaaaand now I'm obsessed with my heart. Btw the night of severe chest pain? I burped it away...was indigestion. But of course my mind won't let this go!!! I'm 22 I can't be obsessed with heart attacks!!!! I'm at the point where I'm saying if my heart has an issue, just let it freaking die on me. For context, I'm waiting to get in touch with my psych about med changes, but I have gone from 1mg a klonopin a day to 2mg during the last 3 weeks because my lexapro seems to be falling off in power.

I hate when the physical manifestation of anxiety issue come before the physical, whIch always puts that doubt in your head that it's just anxiety. Like why would me chest hurt today before I even started having anxious thoughts! It sucks..

[jlmass]

I know how you feel. I get pains in my stomach and back sometimes before i start feeling anxious and even telling yourself and knowing its not real doesn't help sometimes. Its not real though and we are not going to die from it. Talk to your Dr and find something that helps its not always easy and sometimes it feels like every step foward is followed by a step back. I know that I will never stop until i keep moving foward there is answer for us all just keep looking.