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Grand Poohbah
Member Since Dec 2005
Posts: 1,542
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All this garbage in my life I deserve this...I deserve to be strung out...to be a basket case...it's my own fault...if I were stronger...smarter...but I am just a little boy alone wanting to be loved and to love but that can not be...I must be punished forever never a rest always I must never forget who and what I am...NOTHING...
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Lyle... I know these thoughts are stuck in your mind after been told so many times how useless you are. But... just because your mind is telling you something, it doesn't make it true. You've been taught lies!
I know you... and I know that you're a guy with compassion wanting to be loved and to give love. Your parents could never take away the love you're carrying inside. You ARE SOMETHING! You're a man with a big heart and a writer's hand! |
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Magnate
Member Since Mar 2004
Location: Pennsylvania
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(((((Lyle)))))
I know it's so easy to believe all these negative things...but they are LIES! The negativity lies to us and makes us believes horrible things about ourselves. You are truly wonderful...inside and out...you are an incredible person who deserves everything in this world and beyond! *hugs* __________________ "When they discover the center of the universe, a lot of people will be disappointed to discover they are not it." -Bernard Bailey |
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Member Since Jul 2006
Location: chicago IL
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((((((((( Mystry )))))))))
You dont deserve to be hurt in any way. From what poetrylover says, you seem like a great person. And great people DONT deserve to not be loved, or not be able to love. You deserve what is best for you. Take good care of yourself. -Megan- __________________ A day to remember is the day I forget. A day to forget is the day I remember. |
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Grand Poohbah
Member Since Dec 2005
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no no you see the whole trouble starts when I start believing that i am worth something...I know I am not worth all this praise and it does make me feel better but I can't let it get to me...cause when I get thrown back down it is just so much harder to get back up again...so if I stay down in the basement no one and nothing can hurt me ever again...it's just that if I don't let it out now and then it builds and one day I won't be getting up again...
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Elder
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(((((((((((Mystry)))))))))))))
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Grand Poohbah
Member Since Dec 2005
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thanx RF...
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