[Got Java]

Have some major issues with coping with anger and saddness about a past friendship.I have to deal and cope with this everyday of the week.

Its challanging to not pour your heart out on to someone you trust and care about so much and when that kind of bond is torn or dissolved you are left with hopelessness, grief, and despair.I constantly cant get around the sisuation because I never resolved anything that came about.I would like to mend the ties and friendship I once had at one time,but dont have the courage and confidence anymore to be that person.

I have to live my life knowing I cant finalize or change what happened in the past,but move on.I would like to have some sort of peace with myself and mabye mend some bridges at the same time.

I cant help thinking about how I can go on knowing that I cant have the courage to see if I can make things ok.Even my meds cant dissolve this issues in my head from what happened and I swear it makes things even worse.

I get so overwhelmed why my issues I have to go home and keep my feels to myself because I cant let them out because they are too much to handle.I feel very angry twoards myself and twoards the problems I created I get soo angry it causes me to get depressed and very self destructive twoards me and people I love and care about.

I seriously feel I am loosing it everyday not knowing the answers to these questions

[CharactorAssassin]

Its not your burden to carry. I feel the same way. Be not afraid to connect to the friend. They are thinking the same thing probably. Gone but not forgotten

[mitingas]

Originally Posted by Got Java

Have some major issues with coping with anger and saddness about a past friendship.I have to deal and cope with this everyday of the week.

Its challanging to not pour your heart out on to someone you trust and care about so much and when that kind of bond is torn or dissolved you are left with hopelessness, grief, and despair.I constantly cant get around the sisuation because I never resolved anything that came about.I would like to mend the ties and friendship I once had at one time,but dont have the courage and confidence anymore to be that person.

I have to live my life knowing I cant finalize or change what happened in the past,but move on.I would like to have some sort of peace with myself and mabye mend some bridges at the same time.

I cant help thinking about how I can go on knowing that I cant have the courage to see if I can make things ok.Even my meds cant dissolve this issues in my head from what happened and I swear it makes things even worse.

I get so overwhelmed why my issues I have to go home and keep my feels to myself because I cant let them out because they are too much to handle.I feel very angry twoards myself and twoards the problems I created I get soo angry it causes me to get depressed and very self destructive twoards me and people I love and care about.

I seriously feel I am loosing it everyday not knowing the answers to these questions

relax man. Your mind(or you ego) is playing with you. See mind like to to be in future, or in the past, looking mistakes, predicting horrible things in the future. But guess what, future and the past doesn't exist, they are only in our heads. Do you have any problem NOW, right now? no you don't, your are always thinking about past and future and do not realize they are fiction.