[joeyb123]

Through my life i have always had my ups n down especially as a teen...but 4yrs ago i lost my mother and soon after experienced my first panic attack that was in dec 2010 after that i went through 4 months of hell barely ate never left home stopped doin the things i loved but i came out on top.... well november of last year it began again and now im in the same boat im instantly frightened if i have to go anywhere i constantly freak and worry about myself and walk around daily feeling like im in a dream or alternate reality i dont eat like i was and at night i cant relax and often have horrific thoughts in my head i dont have a job or insurance so i cant go see a doctor at this time can someone here please help me im tired of living like this

You **can** see a doctor without insurance. But you have to pay the full bill.......

[joeyb123]

I know i can its just a matter of having the money to do it...at the moment im just looking for a bit of reassurance you know

[gayleggg]

I went for a while without any insurance, so I understand your problem. Have you tried to call your county health center to see what they offer. Sounds like you are having cycles of some sort but I can't offer a diagnosis since I'm not a professional. Learn relaxations techniques, many you can find online. I had to use them for years when I had panic attacks. They really work but it's not easy and takes lots of practice. Best Wishes,

[LaborIntensive]

Look online for help. I found medicaid and social services. I made an appointment to see a psychologist and so far I am in the "intake" phase where I did the paper tests and met with the psychologist. Not sure what comes next but I have to remain positive help is on the way.

[joeyb123]

Ill def look into it for sure everyone...i try to stay hopeful everyday bc my wife needs me id probably feel a bit better if my allergies were not in overload right now

[Libraryuser]

My anxiety worsened after my mom died two years ago so I can relate to your experience. I hope you can find some help and support. Good luck!

[joeyb123]

It had truely never reared itself really until my mother died and the was no grieving process bc a. She did not want a viewing and b. My father soon after went into yhe toliet and became addicted to pills and drinking...it was such a shock i dont think i really broke down n cried about it for several weeks and a few months later wham i geg hit with a panic attack that sends me straight to the hospital....after that i went through 4months of hellish symptoms no appetite fear if i left my house on and on it goes....now its about the same again and just as uncomfortable