[henrydavidtherobot]

I'm in Europe for 3 more weeks and I keep having limited symptom attacks. I feel like everyone here thinks I'm annoying and a nut and knowing that people are probably talking about me is making everything so much worse. I just want to cry and I feel like I'm never going to be able to do so alone. I keep fantasizing about hurting myself.

I don't know if I can make it through this =[

[iwanttobebetter2013]

I'm new here so I've never heard of you. You talked about being annoying and a nut and how everyone hates you so I went back and looked at some of your posts. (I'm not a stalker, though!) You do not seem annoying! You just seem, like everyone on here (including myself), to have a problem you're trying to address. I saw that you said some of the most insulting words someone could say are "calm down" or stuff like that. That's what I usually try to tell myself when I'm having issues, but I agree that it gets annoying when someone else tells you that. So I don't know what to say except keep the faith! You're not alone. Just know that people care about you. TRY. You can do it. Just take a deep breath, know that you're not alone, and realize that you are free. Try to stop yourself when you fantasize about hurting yourself. I know it's tough but at least try. That's all the advice I can give. By the way if you respond and I don't respond back, it's because this is like my 2nd time on here and I don't know if I'll be back often or at all, not because I think you're annoying, because I don't. Now have fun in Europe! ;-)

[spondiferous]

Hey there henry...it's been a month now so you're probably back at home, from reading your post...how do you feel? Have things calmed down now? Please give us an update?