[hotchicken]

I have no self esteem. am extremely depressed. I have pushed everyone out of my life. I have no one to talk to, my kids hate me. I am in my 40's and controlled by parents.

I feel as if I have nothing to say to anyone since I have nothing in my life, so I just want to stay indoors away from everyone! I can't date because I live with my parents, so I resorted to finding married men online to sleep with. When they meet me, they wonder why I am single.

I am very quiet and shy in person and very calm. at home I am angry and frustrated beyond belief. I break things and just broke my parents laptop. I will probably be kicked out of house now.

I can't deal with anyone stress. I have a teen that treats me like crap, swears at me, and tells me I will become a lonely old woman, just like her father used to say to me when I was still married.

I have no one to talk to except a married man that I talk to online. I walk on eggshells all day hoping my parents stay away from me.

[doyoutrustme]

It can get better, hard as it may be. You've had a challenging life so far, but it's not over. Therapy was an invaluable tool that has and is building my wrong confidence.

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