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Apr 10, 2007 at 12:55 PM
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what do you do if you have the worst anxiety of all time....my doctor put me on antipsychotics - made me so much worse so i stopped taking them. they wont give me diazapam or valium of anything of the kind and wont give me sleeping pills either. i am at my wits end, climbing walls, doing half a job going onto next, pacing, crying i cant do it anymore. why cant i get help why is it so difficult.
i wish i'd never been born at all. i wish i wasn't here i want to go into a cave in the dark and never come out again. i need to get this pain away from me, out of my system i need something i need to calm down. i just dont know what to do anymore. i think my doctors would be happier if i just wasn't here asking for help all the time. they're all sick of me and so are my family i'm selfish selfish selfish people who are dying and want to live are on my mind when i have these thoughts, but i cant help it i'm just so selfish. i'm frightened, so frightened i wish i was strong. |
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Apr 10, 2007 at 01:26 PM
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Hello Jinnyann.
I am sorry you are going through a rough time at this time. You need to call the Dr and tell the dr you are not taking the meds and have the Dr put you on something else. I hope things get better for you soon Jinny. Soidhonia __________________ The Caged Bird Sings with a Fearful Trill of Things Unknown and Longed for Still and his Tune is Heard on the Distant Hill for the Caged Bird Sings of Freedom |
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Apr 10, 2007 at 01:36 PM
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thnx soid but they refuse to give me anything like diazapam and valium they just wont do it in uk and they say there is nothing else.
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Apr 10, 2007 at 04:06 PM
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I think Buspar (name brand) is not a benzopine and helps with anxiety.
I took it for a while and now am on clonazepam __________________ Direction  Ripple Effect - Small things can make a difference |
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Apr 11, 2007 at 08:12 AM
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((((((((((((((((((((((kezza))))))))))))))))))))))))
you are strong you are facing this and trying to get better please hang in there we are in this together remember luv ya xoxoxoxo |
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Apr 11, 2007 at 09:28 AM
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hi jinney sorry to hear your going thru a rough time. Why won't your Dr. give you anything? I would goe see another Dr. The first thing you have to quit telling yourself is 'I can't" saying I can is more of a positive approach....I say it bluntly because I have been there and it was told to me that way nobody would listen to me until I started to be more positive on my thinking. What exactly was your diagnoses if you don't mind me asking? It does help to talk glad your here.
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Apr 11, 2007 at 10:01 AM
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thankyou for replying to this post. sorry i'm always moaning and going on. i had sort of a mini break down in surgery and finally got some diazapam (valium) and some sleeping pills.
also doc asked for emergency appmnt with pdoc. so i'm lucky and i have something to hang on to thanks again i love you all jinnyann xoxoxoxoxx |
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Apr 11, 2007 at 11:21 AM
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oh Jinney don't apoligize that's why I come to this forum we need a place to come to vent and ask questions and get advice or whatever....just glad u got your meds....again I've been there...god bless
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Apr 11, 2007 at 02:11 PM
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Hey Jinny. I been thinkin bout you. Im glad you finally got the meds. Hang in there. Remember I learned that 'hang in there' from you. Im here if you ever wanna talk.
dayna __________________ So often we dwell on the things that seem impossible rather than on the things that are possible. So often we are depressed by what remains to be done and forget to be thankful for all that has been done.--Marian Wright Edelman |
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Apr 11, 2007 at 03:26 PM
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thankyou all i appreciate you care. thankyou thankyou thankyou
love ya lots kerry x0x0x0x0x00x |
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Apr 11, 2007 at 07:44 PM
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Hey Jinn. Chins up hon. Glad you got some meds, but just remember, all of this is in your mind and is not real. I know it's alot easier to say that than to believe it, I just wish you could get some relief.
Ever see the movie "What about Bob"? The part where the doctor gets fed up with Bill Murray and tells him "I am giving you a prescription, a prescription to take a vacation, a vacation away from your problems". Maybe that's something you could do  One weekend, just tell yourself "Ok, this is MY TIME and MY TIME ONLY. I am on vacation from my problems and I am NOT going to worry about them AT ALL this weekend." Just focus on things that you love to do, and do them.I know you are going through some pain, and I hope you can find relief. Remember, it is not your fault that you are having these issues, so never blame yourself, and never ask forgiveness. Gaston |
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Apr 13, 2007 at 09:13 AM
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thankyou gaston i wish i could go somewhere on my own, really i do. it is in my head and its a problem, even having nightmares now. wish it was easy to just go away and forget everything.
thankyou for caring. i try to listen to advice too, i guess i'm stubborn or something. i had the idea of seeing a pdoc, thought it would be sooner and my brain keeps dragging out memmory after memory. jinny |
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Apr 16, 2007 at 04:19 PM
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i've chatted with you a few times and want to say that you seem like a wonderful person and i am so glad to hear that you finally got the meds you needed. i hope things get easier for you. sometimes people don't understand that emotional pain hurts us just as badly if not worse than the physical. may god shine his light upon you and bless you with his love.
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Apr 16, 2007 at 05:53 PM
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recluse thankyou so much for that. i really appreciate your kind words.
sending you a warm hug, love kerry (jinny xoxoxox) |
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