[queenofmemes]

i love that Cool feeling when i feel like i'm being such a burden on my friends or that i'm focusing too much on ME and like??? i should just Break everything off and Cut all ties and it is g r e a t . anxietys a great party.

hahah. . .

[sarcasm]

[Keyslost]

Yeah that decision to call a friend up knowing they'll ask how I am. If I'm honest I'll say I feel like crap and cross my fingers they want to listen more. I guess it's those true friends who do listen and who do pick up when you call. If you find yourself looking for someone to talk to you can come talk to us too

Extreme anxiety just sux. It's a smelly itchy blanket that you can't get out of. It's impending doom when everything is really perfectly fine. It's something that has to be experienced to be understood. I'm not sure talking to friends or family about it even helps but its good when people know you have something terribly wrong that they can't see or understand but they accept and support you anyway.

Anxiety sucks. Just sucks. So much so that I have cut off contact with all of my friends. *sigh* I don't have any contact with anyone besides those in my home and my therapist. I'm trying though. I just connected with an old friend today. So, baby steps.