i love going to see my mom and grandma.. the last 2 saturdays ive went for a visit and stayed the night... they have lived in the same neighborhood for the past 22 years... its gone down hill BIG time... it turned from a nice quiet clean neighborhood to a nasty dirty loud ghetto neighborhood... theres been shootings and prostitutes and everything around there.. i stayed the night with them last night and the neighbors to the right of them and the neighbor across from them got into a arguement and one of the neighbors tried to the other and so they al started fighting and called up other ppl that came over and joined in.. we had my baby nephew last night cause my sister went to pick her husband up from the Browns football game .. they were yelling about getting guns and all that so my mom called the police because she didnt want them to start shooting and end up hitting into r house with the baby there.. it took the cops forever to get there.. by that time they had quit fighting and most of them had left... the other that were still out were just sitting on there porch.. all the cops did was drive down the street... alot of help they were.... while they were fighting my heart started racing and i about had a panic attack.. it never used to bother me when they did that stuff but my nerves just cant take it anymore...... i had to lay down ... cause i felt as i was gonna pass out while also hopin they didnt start shooting and hit into r house..... i wish my mom and grandma could move but they cant afford to move.... i dont know how much longer i can keep going there and that keep happening....
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lots of love,
Skittles
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