[Struggle101]

I feel uncomfortable around my family
They don't want to understand my situation
that i just want to be left alone ,
I just never felt any love for them, or care to spend time
and thast what there all about, but they some how trick me, or lied about things, try to control what i do.
There bother cause am not like them
I show them i don't care or am not gonna do what they say
and that i don't care do spend time , in some kind of way there bothered,
So they got me to lose my home so i can live with them cause they thought they stop me from being way i am. I don't know how to get help for situation like this. Cause at this point i rather just be homeless. but i don't think am gonna get help and i dont know how to explain my situation for anyone to understand thats what am struggling with to get help.

[mote.of.soul]

Hi Struggle101, sorry you're in a tough situation.

So, you're saying your family basically manipulated you - tricked you - into living with them under their roof, so to speak, but you don't care about them or love them - which is making life very difficult for you? Okay, I understand that.

Is it possible for you to somehow move out and live somewhere else? What's preventing you from doing that?

[Struggle101]

Originally Posted by mote.of.soul

Hi Struggle101, sorry you're in a tough situation.

So, you're saying your family basically manipulated you - tricked you - into living with them under their roof, so to speak, but you don't care about them or love them - which is making life very difficult for you? Okay, I understand that.

Is it possible for you to somehow move out and live somewhere else? What's preventing you from doing that?

. My mother and My Brother Girlfriend my brother isn't controlling kinda just does what girlfriends said. are Controlling and Manipulative. But yeah i never really cared to want to come over here to spend time. before i moved here i was living with my mother and my daughter in apartment were we shared the rent. My mom had no boundaries she always thought its her way or the highway, she was negative person, complain, and blamed things on me. criticized how i parent my child. she felt the need to speak her opinions. i never cared to listen to. she felt her parenting way is the right way i wasn't doing it right. so she try to take over has if she had no choice. she things that i never wanted to spend time with my daughter when it was her i stay way from. i lost my job i had 9 months ago. took care more of the responsibility of the apartment everything else for 6 years with her. she just paid her half of the rent. so since i lost my job. she had to pay more money for things cause i couldn't anymore. But for her to pay she didn't like the idea she had to help and spend her money. and starting complaining cause she cant afford to live in the apartment anymore and use the excuse that am difficult to live with i would get on her to help me around the place like cleaning etc. so she left to stay at my brothers two months prior before i moved. i stayed to try to find way to stay cause i desperate not to stay at my brothers. But know wanted to help especially not my family they told "me well you can stay here its up to you" and that was all. plus in mist of all this i was depressed and unmotivated. so they think they trying to help me. that what they always say tho. and then try to boss me around. i have bipolar depression and anxiety and PTSD i get stuck and don't know what to do. other choose was to be homeless. but i didn't know if i wanted to drag my daughter to shelter. cause my family would keep talking me out of it, and fall for there kindness.

the answer why i cant moved is cause i don't have enough money am on government assists but they only give me enough for my daughter like $355.
Am desperate still to get out here. but i just feel lost like my soul broken and unmotivated to know what to do. my family now doesn't care understand. they still just keep pressuring me.

don't have any where else to go.