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Default May 19, 2021 at 02:02 PM
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I feel calm. I am just really really sad and sleepy.

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I had definite anxiety today. I told my mom I didn’t want to go to a store because the neighborhood was freaking me out. I also had her come into the room while I was getting my shot. I let her go off while I was waiting my 15 minutes but only because I didn’t feel like watching her take forever to pick out a birthday card and stand in line with her. But then when my 15 minutes were up I had a mini panic attack and I texted where she was and then called her. So I had about 2 panic attacks, a lot of anxiety, and now I’m having some probably not a big deal health anxiety.

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My anxiety is pretty bad today.

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I'm shaking. I feel very nervous, scared, injured everywhere inside me. So many things to deal with. I have to find the right thoughts to calm myself & give me courage. I just now remembered I have uplifting quotes for encouragement pinned to my browser topsites. Maybe they can help me.

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Default May 20, 2021 at 04:15 PM
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My anxiety is bad and I guess it’s understandable anxiety. But I’m having a lot of health anxiety which may or may not be real. But I’ve had some strange bleeding going on that is for sure real and is probably not a very good sign. I can’t get to a doctor until I find one in the area and I need a really good understanding and accepting one. So I can’t just go to anyone. My therapist is trying to find me one. My therapist is also a source of my anxiety though. So I’m just trying to work around stuff. It hasn’t been continuously this bad in awhile. I’ve switched to caffeine free soda. I just drink my regular cold brew coffee every day because my anxiety is even worse when I don’t have coffee.

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I just looked at my calendar and it’s very possible I’m dealing with PMS and with this unusual bleeding maybe it’s worse then usual. I could also be having a psych reaction to my Covid shot yesterday. My therapist says it’s possible.

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I feel calm today. I had a to-do list and I was able to get every item on the list. I just took my time.

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Struggling with anxiety all week. I wish I could relax...even for a few hours.
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Struggling with hyper vigilance right now. It makes it hard to get things done.

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I feel calm. And I cut my Klonopin in half the past few days cause it was making me sleepy. I think it interacts with Cymbalta. I don't remember Klonopin making me so sleepy before.

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My anxiety and physical stuff has gotten so bad these last 2 days when I take a Xanax. I don’t know what the Xanax has to do with it. It sucks when my anxiety is rough but taking my anxiety meds makes things even worse.

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My anxiety has been pretty bad once again.

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My anxiety was getting pretty sucky and starting to cause nausea. I took 2 Xanax and a zofran. I don’t know if they will do anything but I’ll try. I just am unsettled and I have the creeps. I don’t have the feeling like anything bad will happen but I just feel nervous and on edge.

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I am calm. I am just relaxing with my music projects.

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Anxiety is bad again. Had lots of racing thoughts late last night.

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My anxiety is making me sad. It's been bad these last few days.
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I don't have that anxious feeling but I am stressed out about an appointment today. I'll feel better once I finish getting dressed.

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Trying really hard to bring my courage up. I'm using self talk. Also praying for wisdom. I am experiencing anxiety, but just moments ago I kept it from rising by counting to a 100 several times.

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The weird paranoia stuff I had last week is gone. Which was probably because of the vaccine. I got to the stores today and I didn’t freak out and leave. I managed to get to quite a few of them. But my anxiety was still tough and I couldn’t really focus anywhere.

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I am waiting for an important call from a family member. It is stressful to wait. I'm usually glad for silence, but right now I want to hear my phone.
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