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#961
No anxiety today or much of yesterday. Just very depressed. SAD and all that. Sorry to blather on.
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I'm doing ok right now.
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#963
I am not doing well at all.
If I were not taking anti-psychotic medication, I would be experiencing psychosis right now. My anxiety is extremely high, and I am wondering whether the medications will hold me back from the edge. It's feeling unbearable. |
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I want to go to the store today, if the weather permits it, but feeling the anxiety about going. I'm trying to strengthen my courage by imagining myself back home again & feeling glad I went.
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I have trouble shutting my brain before sleep, cant get the anxiety off when I get to bed. Lately been trying out an app and found coloring helpful.
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I took extra meds today and napped... I'm feeling a bit better and I also have a psychiatrist appointment next week. But I have to be mindful of my moods as it feels as though I could spin out of control in a very bad way and I am afraid. |
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@AgentQ9A ... just checking in with you... I was worried when I read that you were thinking of giving away your dog.
Do you have professional help? |
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Thanks @TheGal. I do not have professional help. I've seen a dozen therapists over the last 10+ years and they've never helped. Plus, now you can't get into see one and they cost an arm and a leg.
Giving up my dog is still a possibility. She single-handedly keeps me alive but my life isn't fair to her. Plus if she were safe with a better family, that makes decisions a little easier for me. Yesterday evening and today were a little better because my brain has slowed way down. I still need to get her into a vet for shots so at least I can get her kenneled if necessary. My life is pretty bleak (like everyone here) and I just don't see it getting better. The least I can do is make sure that she is OK. Thanks again. |
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You're right about therapy being expensive. Here are some online support groups which might be helpful: Online Support Groups - Depression and Bipolar Support Alliance HeyPeers - Where Peers and Support Groups Connect Please, if you haven't seen a doctor about your depression, reach out to one asap. You need more support... Best to you... I hope you feel better soon... |
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I've had some anxiety today. I just took .5 mg of Klonopin. I'm starting to feel anxious again. It's time for my nighttime meds. I need sleep.
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__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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I had a little bit of anxiety yesterday that I fought back.
__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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#980
willowtigger setting herself off
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