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Default May 23, 2022 at 01:36 PM
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My anxiety has been sucky all day. I don't know if its from last night or just in general. I got the creeps leaving my house. Even the doctors was creepy and I used to be good about brushing weird medical people off. She just seemed really off her rocker though to be honest. I haven't been in the mood much for anything but water so I'm wondering if the lack of caffeine is getting to me. I had been drinking coffee several days in a row. I hope I don't get a splitting migraine later.

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Default May 25, 2022 at 08:18 AM
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My anxiety was better, but then yesterday afternoon until now things are a little worse. I'm apparently not a good pet owner, so I'll stop posting about those things.
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My anxiety was better, but then yesterday afternoon until now things are a little worse. I'm apparently not a good pet owner, so I'll stop posting about those things.
God bless you! I'm so sorry you feel this way. Please be kind to yourself!

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Default May 26, 2022 at 03:50 PM
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Thanks @Breaking Dawn. It's been a crazy couple weeks and I'm just trying to do what I can to allow me to get through it and still provide the best care for my dog. I can't be good for him if I fall apart.

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Default May 27, 2022 at 01:53 PM
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My anxiety isn't super super high at the moment. I did just take a valium though which is probably why. I am worried about the pain involved in my biopsy. My doctor says it will just be like a flu shot and that they will numb the area before they do it but there will be pain involved. Theres just a lot going on and the news I found out today was anxiety provoking enough and I have more stuff to find out tommorow.

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Default May 28, 2022 at 04:53 AM
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My anxiety is better, I think maybe because I'm really so tired.

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Default May 28, 2022 at 10:10 AM
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Went through some bad days with high anxiety and food poisoning. I am feeling better these past few days and almost calm this morning.
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Default May 28, 2022 at 03:38 PM
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Anxiety spiked this morning (super early, can't sleep). It's come down since then and I'm not having a terrible day. I'm trying to just enjoy it as much as possible rather than waiting for it to end, which is my normal MO. Thinking of taking one last trip to the big park with my dogs. Won't walk the whole park, but just want to have one last good memory of us there. Supposed to be cooler Monday, so that's the plan.
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Default May 30, 2022 at 09:48 AM
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It's been a pretty good day so far. I was able to get my dogs to the big park. That made everyone feel better. They're now sleeping with good dreams. I felt a lot of sadness as we were leaving, but so happy to have gotten the three of us there one last time. Got pictures and videos.

My anxiety is behaving itself a little better. Nothing to complain about, other than dirty wet park benches.
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Default May 30, 2022 at 05:19 PM
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You know when your anxiety is so high about so many different things that you are not anxious? Thats how I am right now. I don't know if I am checked out or in fight mode or just super super worn out.

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You know when your anxiety is so high about so many different things that you are not anxious? Thats how I am right now. I don't know if I am checked out or in fight mode or just super super worn out.
Like maybe you're numb from it all, almost dissociated, as a defense mechanism, maybe being handled by the subconscious, so you have a hard time explaining it?

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Default May 30, 2022 at 06:58 PM
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A bit nervous that I haven't talked to my therapist in a month because she was away, but now she is back and I cannot afford it every week.
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Like maybe you're numb from it all, almost dissociated, as a defense mechanism, maybe being handled by the subconscious, so you have a hard time explaining it?
Yeah thats it

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I had some minor anxiety attack where I thought I was going to pass out despite lying down. Besides that there was only one thing that made me really anxious today.

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Default May 31, 2022 at 06:27 PM
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My anxiety continues to be a tiny bit better. I wish I felt like I (and the world) have a future that isn't super bleak. I don't though. I'm handling the upcoming major loss in my life as well as I can, but it comes with it's own challenges. Accidents in the house and whatnot. Not a big deal I guess, in the grand scheme. I just wished there was some small thing that would tell me that everything will be OK. Time will tell, but it is running out.
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I am doing better much of the time. I have inbetween moments of rising anxiety.

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Default Jun 01, 2022 at 04:18 PM
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Anxiety is up just a tiny amount, but still manageable. Ran errands and got lunch out. Listening to music today. We've gone outside for walks about 6 times already and 2 still to come, when normally we go 4 times the whole day. Trying to prevent accidents in the house, but it might be burning ME out. The dogs seem happy to go out, but my legs are on fire. Doing OK today.
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I just remember this part in an episode of South Park where Cartman ate all the skin off the KFC chicken, and anyways Butters parents say "I don't know if we should ground him or call a doctor." I think of that line a lot when my anxiety is high and I don't know what will help.

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Horrible. Almost had a panic attack. I obsessed and worked myself up into another state of mind.

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I'm worried & a bit nervous about something, but over all I think I'm doing pretty good.

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