[darkfeary]

I am desperately in need of immediate intensive help. I am 47. I need to conquer my fears, severe anxiety and depression, complex ptsd, trauma, obsessive debilitating constant fear of aging illness dying, relentless impending doom. Incessant worries about my health every second. Terrified of the future. Cannot function at all, I just want to be there for my kids and be present, enjoy, have peace, feel safe, and look forward to life instead of being terrified of everything all the time. I have tried soooo many things for several years but NOTHING works at all. In the past 17 years, I have tried all medications, inpatient, partial hospitalization, residential, ECT, TMS, hypnosis, stellate ganglion block, meditation, exercise, everything. No idea what to do. I cannot go on another day like this. I have constant feelings of suffocating impending doom every second like I will die any day now. Is there anything that can help? Please, i cannot live like this one more day. I am begging you. I need this to be gone as soon as possible. Please, please help me.

[StarlightGrams]

I too have many debilitating issues. I'm 48 and have been dealing since I was 19. Your story sounds so much like mine. Recently I've been doing better in many areas. I'd love to talk about how I've dug myself out of the hole you're in ...

[*Beth*]

My heart goes out to you. Especially lately, I have been feeling the way you've described. When it gets that bad nothing relieves any of it. I so wish I could offer some suggestions for help. You're not alone.