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Default Jun 17, 2022 at 11:09 PM
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That's how I think about it, it's this ball inside of me, and I want to reach in and just pull it out. It's ruining my life every time I start to feel comfortable it pops up and keeps me off balance. I just need it to go away and leave me alone.

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Default Jun 18, 2022 at 12:04 AM
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Carrying around a ball of insecurity . . . that is such a perfect way of describing what I feel too. I'm so sorry that you are burdened with this crushingly heavy weight!
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I hope you will be able to find a way to at least deflate, if not pull out, that ball of insecurity. When I think about it, if I pulled out all of the icky non-helpful things I have roiling around inside I don't know what, if anything, would be left.

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Default Jun 22, 2022 at 02:29 AM
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Is there anything happening that triggers this ball of insecurity?

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Default Jun 26, 2022 at 03:56 PM
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Yeah, I think I realize it’s there when people talk about people they don’t like. I get afraid everyone will abandon me, or would if they knew all of deepest secrets. I fear and crave emotional intimacy at the same time. I want to tell someone everything but know that it would be a bit much f I did. I’m so frustrated that I can’t just be fixed. My brain is broken I need a new one .

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