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I know how strange I act and I hate it. I don’t have any really close relationships because of how weird I am no one wants to be around me. I just don’t seem to be able to control it, the harder I try to control it the worse it seems to be. I just catch myself wish all the time that I was someone else.
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I wonder what we need other people for. I mean, amazon takes care of most of my needs! I need the apartment management to take my rent check. Electric company uses the computer to take my payment. Unless we get into a Fiddler On The Roof situation... i will just collapse on the side of the road.
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I can relate to wishing I was someone else, actually invisible. But you feel even worse than that about yourself. My feeling says that someone(s) else made you feel that way. What would be their motive? Sometimes certain people put down others to make themselves feel better. And when you end up with zero feelings of self worth, you blame yourself, the way you were programmed to believe about yourself. Every time you make a mistake (which is human & normal), you count that as evidence that you're weird & not good enough. I wish for you that you will find some new people in your life who will see & point out to you your good qualities. God bless you & good luck in your waiting future!
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yesterday evening I was sat here laughing about what it must be like for a duck and a cat to have a kid together. would it be a duck?. or would it be a cat, or acat duck? and then I'm like.. good god. you're a grown woman thinking about that. just why?. grow up. |
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Hey its ok to be weird. Im weird myself at times. Ive also got a weird sense of humor. Youll be ok
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I'm, I guess you might say, "secretly weird". If you saw me walking down the street (unlikely since I seldom go out) you'd think I was just another old man in the neighborhood. No one would ever guess (looking at me) all of the weirdness that lies just below the surface. __________________ "I may be older but I am not wise / I'm still a child's grown-up disguise / and I never can tell you what you want to know / You will find out as you go." (from: "A Nightengale's Lullaby" - Julie Last) |
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I've been weird my whole life. Mental problems can make you weird for sure: mess with your thoughts, etc. It makes you so you can't function like a normal person with normal thoughts and takes over your life. Anxiety makes me feel not like myself.
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I've always been on the weird spectrum, myself. Maybe we need to form an organization of "Weirdos United." Anyone who's got even one normal relationship would be ineligible to join. We'ld have meetings that could go like this: "Hello, I'm George, and I'm a misfit." The audience would respond, "Get lost, George. Nobody wants you here."
I guess that's black humor. Not for one second am I saying this is really a laughing matter. By 3rd grade, I figured out that I was weird. It's never been fun at all. Weirdos don't even fit in with each other . . . because every weirdo is weird in their own, odd way. We search for peers and never find any. I'm sick of being one-of-a-kind. I see the spoons and forks in my kitchen drawer, and I think - even they have more fellowship than life will ever afford me. |
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I have always been weird. But I have had friends who said (in various ways) they thought it was ok about the weird/strange/unique things about me. I don't feel comfortable in most situations. I hide a lot. If some of you get depressed, I have a depression vent room for misfits in these forums. God bless you, all of those reading here. And thank you!
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