[darkfeary]

I am 49. 18 years of hell and nothing works. Every day all day tortured by aging and dying fears and sadness. No life, all alone, empty. Why does NOTHING work? I tried everything. I cannot even function. I feel constant impending doom and hopelessness. I always feel in danger. I see no future. 😭

[Cloudnsunshine]

Originally Posted by darkfeary

I am 49. 18 years of hell and nothing works. Every day all day tortured by aging and dying fears and sadness. No life, all alone, empty. Why does NOTHING work? I tried everything. I cannot even function. I feel constant impending doom and hopelessness. I always feel in danger. I see no future. 😭

Sorry to hear this, this sounds like it's hard to deal with.

[mote.of.soul]

I'm so sorry darkfeary, I wish you had a friend.😔🙏 If it's any consolation at all, maybe the little joys of nature or pot plants can provide you with small joys...

Sending you good vibes, and positive energy.🌠🌠☀️🌻🌻

[OafFish]

I know what this feels like, I'm sorry to hear that you're going through it.