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Default Aug 17, 2023 at 09:17 AM
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Bank account is negative, I don't get paid until tomorrow and I"m accruing fees. Considering all that, I'm not that anxious for some reason.
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I have a doctor’s appointment today over video and I just know she’s going to bug me about my weight (yet again).

I know I need to lose weight, but I just don’t have the motivation or the ability to care enough about myself to do so.
My doctor is on my back about my cholesterol and blood sugar. This is a different one from my original who retired. Retired doctor said my risk for heart disease is really low.

Like you I'm supposed to eat certain things and lose weight, but food is one of the few things left to enjoy. Of course comfort foods.....I don't like carrots or celery to "snack" on, esp. raw! I can't eat raw carrots, I'm not Bugs Bunny! I'm trying them cooked with cinnamon, to see if they are tolerable.

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I have a doctor’s appointment today over video and I just know she’s going to bug me about my weight (yet again).

I know I need to lose weight, but I just don’t have the motivation or the ability to care enough about myself to do so.
I’m it takes time to lose weight

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Default Aug 17, 2023 at 08:46 PM
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Tomorrow I have an eye doctor appointment for the first time in way too long. I’m told they don’t dilate your eyes anymore but I don’t know for sure.

Nor does it help that my cousin told me horror stories about it when I was little.

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Tomorrow I have an eye doctor appointment for the first time in way too long. I’m told they don’t dilate your eyes anymore but I don’t know for sure.

Nor does it help that my cousin told me horror stories about it when I was little.
Only if you have diabetes at least in my state it does

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Default Aug 18, 2023 at 05:27 PM
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Well, it went better than I thought it would.

I have a bit of astigmatism, it turns out, so I’ll be getting glasses in a few weeks. They’re going to be a bit like Drew’s (black framed), too.

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Well, it went better than I thought it would.

I have a bit of astigmatism, it turns out, so I’ll be getting glasses in a few weeks. They’re going to be a bit like Drew’s (black framed), too.
Sounds awesome

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Sounds awesome
Oh indeed. Mostly I’m just happy I’ll be able to see properly.

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Oh indeed. Mostly I’m just happy I’ll be able to see properly.
awesome

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Working on calming down like yesterday's storm has, all the alerts and warnings that kept coming up (TV and phone) made me anxious even though I knew I and my car were safe at home. The logical side of my brain said you're safe but the other parts were in a panic.

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Working on calming down like yesterday's storm has, all the alerts and warnings that kept coming up (TV and phone) made me anxious even though I knew I and my car were safe at home. The logical side of my brain said you're safe but the other parts were in a panic.
that is understandable.

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Default Sep 04, 2023 at 10:36 PM
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The thought of Drew not being the host of TPIR anymore scares me to death.

Nobody, not even him, has said he’s leaving, but I’m still scared - especially since I know he’s not handling Bob’s death well.

Plus, he’s got glaucoma now and even though I know it’s treatable, I’m still scared.

Tldr, I don’t think I’ll be sleeping tonight.

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Default Sep 05, 2023 at 03:42 PM
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I've been annoyed at myself today because I've been trying to put random things in alphabetical order. I always seem to do this, I know that a situation is never going to arise, yet I'm always practicing them- I mean who is really going to ask me to put the shops in my local high street in alphabetical order.
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Default Sep 05, 2023 at 03:44 PM
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I also think someone is mad at me because of a comment I made to them the other day.

in fairness, she wasn't doing her job properly, so I had every right to say what I did- but now I think she hates me for it.
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Default Sep 05, 2023 at 04:01 PM
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No anxiety, just depression and anger. Hope things get better tomorrow.
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it took me :sadhug awhile to calm down :hug due to not being sure if I had taken too much medication

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Default Sep 06, 2023 at 12:46 PM
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My mom was able to reassure me over the whole glaucoma thing. Apparently, you can’t actually die from it.

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Default Sep 23, 2023 at 09:44 AM
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for a while now, I have been hearing strange sounds from my computer

little anxious over that because I don't know what's causing it, if I need to do anything, or if my computer is about to break down.

honestly I've had it for.. what, coming on 5 years. it would not shock me at this point.
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My brother triggered :sadhug my cptsd yesterday while I was in session with my therapist

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Default Nov 25, 2023 at 08:28 PM
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Drew left X for Threads and Bluesky (both of which I'm on).

...but part of me is scared that he might get all pretentious and stop reposting/replying to people even though that's not likely cause he's such a love junkie and nothing stopped him before.

I'm probably overthinking this but I'm still scared.

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