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I been fighting my winter anxiety today
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I was doing good until until I started getting nauseous at 1:15 this morning.
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I am also having a hard time with anxiety, which of course makes the sadness worse, feeling dread, begging certain someones to please stop.
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My anxiety is not as bad as yesterday. If I get busy and take care of my responsibilities, I believe I'll get past this anxiety. My house is messy. Mail sits unopened. I have to make myself do things. Otherwise, I'll get more and more anxious, until I'll be in a nightmare state.
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Seems the wrong quote appears as you said something about thinking what might happen. Buffy I feel like that all the time. What if? Then what if this happens cause of that? The anticipation is worse than the event. Last night I just slept 3 hours cause of my upstairs neighbor. I was waiting for him to make more noise so why try to drift off? I’ll just get startled awake again. Damn crap of a building with the thinnest construction. I think, if it’s quiet did he go out? What if he comes home as I drift off? And the more I think about it the more awake I am. And later it gets the worse the anxiety as I think how I have to sleep. ——— Posted directly on site using iphone __________________ Call me "owl" for short! Hmmm....looks like some good tips in here. "Okay, enough photos. I'm a very BUSY Business Kitty, so make an appointment next time." Last edited by nonightowl; Feb 01, 2023 at 03:09 PM.. Reason: Confused on multiple open check in threads |
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I feel awful. I have been trying to see my provider. Today they told me she could see me in April.
I texted her that I was having severe anxiety, which is very unusual for me. I want an increase in my psych med. I just about never ask for any attention to my psych issues. I just tell them when to reorder my antidepressant. I pick it up at the pharmacy and take it. I'm pretty low maintenance. I'm really hurt. I thought my provider cared a little more than this. |
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Another poor night of sleep waiting for my neighbor to make noise, anticipating it. Not sure if I heard any but still so anxious about what might happen. And the more I tried not to think about him or the fact I was still awake and need a full night’s sleep, the worse it got.
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I'm ok. I wouldn't say I'm anxious today. That's good. Bad anxiety is such an awful thing. I've always found it worse than depression. Today, I got a break from it.
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Feeling just a small amount of anxiety today. And I'm trying to figure out what, specifically, is causing it.
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Bad chest pain from anxiety. I was just washing dishes and thinking how long it will take me to get my house picked up. Then it started. It's fading away now.
I don't get that often. It sure hurts when I do. The first time I got it, I had someone take me to the ER. It was 2005. Now I know it's just anxiety, and I can make it go away. I'ld love to know exactly how that pain happens. |
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#52
On the “re:” line for some posts in this thread it says #6 or #7. That’s why I was confused but I guess I’m in the latest thread or right one since nobody is saying I’m not.
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I'm worried I won't get back to my normal state of mind, which is pretty good. I have these bad episodes, like now.
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#54
Wish I could stop anticipating things. I couldn’t sleep till 1am cause I was waiting for something to startle me awake anyway. Afraid I won’t be able to get back to my normal sleep schedule. And it doesn’t help somebody had a noisy car starting which I didn’t anticipate but made it harder to try to drift off.
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No anxiety this morning.
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#56
I'm drinking coffee to lift my sad mood & probably adding to anxiety.
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My panic attacks are better than earlier this week. My anxiety is still present and causing havoc.
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#58
The more I try to NOT anticipate, the more I anticipate..... I'm keeping myself awake in that sense.
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I felt physical anxiety at work all day, even though it was an easy day as far as workload. I felt tension throughout my body and a bit of an anxious stomach. The tension was still there even when I left work, so I'm not sure what that is even about. My therapist said some anxiety at work is normal, but I don't think it feels normal when it is all day throughout the day and even once work was over with. I don't know what I'm so nervous about. It's so frustrating. My therapist says practice self-talk, but I'm having a hard time with it. Also, I went to the dentist, and he noticed I've been grinding my teeth, and he said it's likely anxiety.
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Spent 3 weeks in the hospital. My anxiety totally paralyzed me. The hospital was horrible, none of the staff listened to me except for the doctors. I've never been able to control my anxiety. My doctors want me to try psychadelic therapy.
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