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Myheartwillheal
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Default Aug 23, 2024 at 06:28 PM
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I'm so sick of the voice in my head telling me that I'm crazy and stupid.
I'm sick the voice judging me as a ***** every time I take a shower or look at a boy or look at a girl or just do anything in general.
I'm sick of not being able to think without that that voice roaring back and dumping something about violence or sex.
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It says. I don't want to.

I try to follow my therapist's advice and push all the bad thoughts away, but something just snaps in the back of my mind and I think about it anyway.
I want to put my brain through a paper shedder, I'd die but at least I wouldn't have to think anymore.
I'm sick of not having control of my thoughts, I just want to be normal and not be on the verge of a panic attack every time something goes slightly wrong.
I don't know what normal is and I don't think I ever will.
I just want it to be over.

Last edited by FooZe; Aug 24, 2024 at 12:25 AM.. Reason: added trigger tags
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Default Aug 27, 2024 at 09:25 PM
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oh goodness I'm so sorry that you have to go through that. is it all the time, or does it come and go? I hate when I do that "stinking thinking ". and I also go through what I call my lessness, worthless, hopeless,pointless and on and on.
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Default Sep 19, 2024 at 08:37 PM
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i totally get what you mean by wanting it to be over. Not suicide. But wanting the problem / the pain to go away. I have stupid thoughts like that too, and it gets worse now that I'm having high anxiety and falling into depression. I dont know what will help. Hang in there though, lets go through this **** together and come out the other side ok, if not better.
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