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Old May 22, 2009, 01:10 PM
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So. Here I am writing a blog and, my brain fights me tooth and, nail to be free of thought so, I can't say something cool and, amazing but, instead I say something lame. I hate you brain! I wonder if I wasn't so, impaired with ADD where would I be and, what would I be doing? I feel I'm always on the brink of being the best but, I always fall short, daily. Everyday I struggle and, lose my ambition. Daily, I'm a roller coaster and, no one knows, why I do what I do. I explain or, try to explain but, either no one has the time or, they don't care or, perhaps they think I just put myself in that situation and, have to own up to my mistakes or, they look at me as another statistic, another example to learn from. I know I'm awkawrd, I'm easily discouraged, I'm hurt constantly and, help has become very hard to obtain. I know you may not understand from my point of veiw or, perhaps don't care and, think that I was being willful and, need a beat down. I'm amazed at how strong I'm able to endure daily dissapointment and, constant struggle. I'm amazed how I'm so resiliant and, can stand so much failure. Is it any wonder I feel depressed, sad, upset, discourage and, hopeless or, that when someone of the opposite sex gives me some attention I cling on and, hold on tight. Sometimes I just want to give up and, let go of everything and, be by myself for the rest of my life because, I think lot of times that there's no there, no that cares or, understands but, I stand firm in my hope with the idea that perhaps there is someone and, that, is what keeps me going.

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Old May 22, 2009, 08:41 PM
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ive ridden that roller coaster too......too many times....every word of your post rings true in my mind.....sometimes I dont know what keeps me going either, but I do

keep safe

peace

Brian
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