...this damn adhd brain...

it's an alien creature and it's loud...it's LOUD!

it won't it don't it kon't..
so I just made up a new word....indeed it's been done before.

and my personality is already compromised and then I got this genius jerk of a brain that just kon't shut the hell up!!!!!

I got answers for all my problems...for all the worlds problems in my skull...for the neighbours problems...for the neighbours cat's problems and the damn fly that landed on the person over the street on the phone to a cousin in an airplane over France seated beside an egyptian with skin problems needing help from an unskilled friend losing hair beside a contractor heading east on a whim after a divorce that was nasty!

it's too damn much I hate this genius brain...It is useless!!

I repeat...I confess the limits of a limitless brain are abundant!

there is no way to satiate this mind that seeks therapy from itself and exhausts all resources and fades into a blinding light of unfathomable realisation and if by now you are done with the adhd mind then I beat you to it and nevermind how quick you can think cos it's been a thought and a dream of mine to contradict myself to the point of going nuts which I am currently doing and too late to catch me...I WILL HAVE NIGHTMARES TONIGHT about things that assemble, dismantle and then re-assemble automatically...

and suicide is a genius response to an insane predicament and it's been done and it don't compute!

what a mad world......but it's ok!

....ever positive I have faith in this disaster brain....can I morph my medically diluted personality into this magical peice of body equipment...this brilliant thing in my head?

why the hell not...only get as many chances as I get given

[CWC3]

Hey Dubblemonkey,

I just wanted to tell you that I can relate. I've always been frustrated and angry about my 'useless brain'. You're totally not alone in this.

But hey there now, it gets better :]. You came here, didn't you? There is always another resource. Pick a few to stick with for the time being.

In the meantime, take a few deep breaths. That's one thing we can always have with us, even when our brains are exploding into a bagillion thought smitherines all over the place. PM me if you want. I literally just worked through this in T (well, getting there--you can too).

-CHANGEwillcome

....so challenge me

watch the humanity

is there nothing to shut me up

enter sandman

[redbull]

I can't fall asleep at night for hours because there's so many things that I could do

I can't write them down fast enough because they vanish away like a mist and I can't grasp them.
The ideas all make perfect sense when they show themselves though.