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Old Nov 20, 2013, 11:17 AM
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Ok, I think I know what is wrong! I'm not depressed I just feel like I have no energy. I use it all up trying to do my retail job.

I'm not really a people person... I like being in pubic places but like to keep to myself. Yet, I work as a florist and I have to also be a very customer service person. Plus, I've gotta be on top of it all in my department as if I'm not they keep telling me they will make me a cashier again. It's sad as after this was said a month later I improved so much I was relief department head for a few times.

Then I'm also a student... I'm feeling beat up! I mean I've had the drive to do both an take care of myself. Every time I do this I feel so normal I'm 100% that is the real person I can be. I wish I could just do it as I'm happy and feel like I could really do it. Then I get lazy!

I think I might need more medications than I was willing to take. I mean I always thought that there was no amount of medications that you could take to help keep that going or one that could mellow my extremely high drive so it fits what my body can handle. Tell me is this not true?

I just realized something, as much as I love my boyfriend and being in pubic places, I like being alone. I don't have to be anything for anyone. That is another good thing about my relationship with my boyfriend is he wants me because I am me. I'm lucky in that, I just wish when his mom takes us along on vacations I could stop wishing that I could just go off on my own and explore the new place. She isn't really the selfish demanding person I make her out to be in my head. I mean she pays for us to come then we pay her back but still it's really nice that she does it.
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Old Nov 21, 2013, 10:59 PM
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Sounds like you are getting a lot of insights, Arwen.
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Old Nov 21, 2013, 11:38 PM
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Yeah, I'm just trying to read myself. I want to make things as easy as I can so I don't end up being medicated wrong. Which really sucks because I was when I was in my teens. Problem is now that Strattera is keeping me a wake at night I wonder if I might have really been medicated right but wrong dosage. All things I need to speak with my doctor about tomorrow )
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