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Member Since Jan 2009
Location: Arizona
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For so many years I have isolated myself. My only companion was alcohol for many of those years. I would avoid people, didn't trust them, always seemed to attract people who would hurt me, especially women. I would have so much anxiety with women I couldn't have normal relationships. I hated people because I was so envious that they could so easily find relationships and happiness that I struggled so with.
So now I've quit drinking. Now I'm facing my anxieties head on. The jealousy, fear of rejection, of not being good enough, the hating myself for my past behavior and anxieties. I have made some progress, though at times it feels like very little. Sometimes I still feel like crawling back into my hole and just saying f it to everyone, and not caring about anyone since they seem to not care about me. I'm too damn good at numbing my feelings out and not caring about anything. I could sure use some hugs right now to help me from falling back into that. __________________ |
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Elder
Member Since Feb 2008
Location: In a Cloud
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((((((((((((((((((((Horsey)))))))))))))))))))))
Don't fall back hun, gallop for force ahead, it hurts when we are rejected, when people hurt us when we have old wounds. Don't let that stop you though, not everyone is going to hurt you, and lots of people care, I care, and you have helped me many times and I am thankful for that. Stay strong my friend, every night has a dawn, the sun is coming, hope is there, this too shall pass and good times will arise. Sending lots of gentle hugs, love, and peace Sparrow |
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Member Since Jan 2009
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for you, friend...
and times that by forever and times this by forever + everyone here H. ' __________________ “Science without religion is lame. Religion without science is blind.” Albert Einstein |
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Member Since Nov 2002
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(((((((((((((( horsecab )))))))))))))))
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A lonely Loner
Member Since Oct 2008
Location: Away from Polaris
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(((((horsey)))))..
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Poohbah
Member Since Sep 2009
Location: Big Spring, TX
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Member Since Mar 2009
Location: USA
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(((((Horse))))) You are doing so well, don't go backwards!! I know it's hard to face things and trust people but not trying is like saying your not worth it, and that is definitely not true!! Keep up the wonderful work and you will start surrounding yourself with people who really care, and people that are good for you. Believe you are worth it because you are!
__________________ ======================================== wishing peace, love, happiness, and well being to us all....... miray |
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Poohbah
Member Since Mar 2009
Location: somewhere
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Horse
You are the most caring and gentle soul here on FB and I know what is upsetting you are the moment, but you can only do so much. You are a GOOD person and anyone is very lucky to have you as a friend. Dont get sucked into something you cannot change only people themselves can change we cant change them. I admire you greatly Paddy |
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Member Since Dec 2009
Location: Hell
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I just read this, so it's a few months overdue, but hey, we always need hugs (((Horse)))
You're not alone- I'm going through the same thing. Now I know that I'm not alone, too. Let's try to be brave & feel entitled to having good lives. |
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