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Location: Midland, Texas
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I have been going through life since sixth grade being too scared to talk to anybody because of rejection. I just thougth ti was something normal.....I got in trouble for it alot by my mom and her friends when I refused to do something because there were people there.....I have very low self esteem. I always think down on myself. Whenever I speak to someone, I always think that they think I'm stupid.....I don't take compliments very well, I always think they arelying to me because they want something.....There are times when I force myself into social situations, but when I do, I always end up standing alone in the corner the entire time. I have only one friend, and the only reason they are my friend is because over the pst 8 years, they have proven to be loyal and trustworthy. I always talk to them when I can, but the second someone else joins the conversation, I find myself shutting up and walking away because I can't handle the fear of being laughed at everything I say.
Do you think I have Avoidant Personality Disorder? I just don't know...... __________________ sorry im not perfect sorry im not true sorry im not happy sorry im not you sorry im not there sorry im not that extraordinary sorry im not thin sorry im just ordinary sorry im outspoken sorry i dont share sorry i dont need you sorry you were never there sorry im not comfortable sorry your the same sorry that i dont change sorry im not game sorry im here sorry i wont be gone sorry you dont care for me sorry if im wrong sorry for what im about to do sorry but i cant stay sorry but ive gotta leave sorry im just running away Just Sorry |
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G'day i,
Diagnoses should come from a Psych. I was just reading your signature and IMHO you should forgive yourself. Your signature shows me a compassionate person who has put so much pressure on themselves with thoughts of letting others down Reading inbetween the lines your are compassionate and sensitive, you have the essence of a good person who doesn't need to be sorry. Snap Last edited by Snap66; Apr 19, 2012 at 09:29 AM.. |
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