Hi everyone,
I have been seeing the same pdoc since the beginning of my depression/anxiety/avoidant personality disorder journey. He told me in August that he has accepted a new position and is moving on December 20. Seeing him yesterday was very depressing for me. I will see him one more time on December 10, and that is it. It feels very final for me - like life ends. It's my all or nothing thinking, but still very difficult.
I think it's the avoidant part of me that makes this transition so hard. Meeting a new pdoc and actually talking to her (trusting her) is more than I can wrap my head around. It really makes me want to stop taking any medications.
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