[Snap66]

Hi all,

I know there is an introduction section, but I'm an Avie so It only seems right that I post up here.

I'm not big (errr, not very good) on intro's but i'm very happy to be here and look forward to meeting you all in due time.

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[Snap66]

I thought I would add to this- hopefully that's alright.

Tuesday my psych asked me to write down everytime I have a thought that's not Avie Controlled.

Thursday and I have come to the conclusion that it's impossible.
I come from Avie Land, I speak Avie and my thoughts are Avie.
I don't think in another language.

If I do have the odd normie thought, it's going to be pretty hard to pin point as for the most part of my inner conversations, it would be in Avie.

So we can safely say that my homework is over and I can rest until next week

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[la doctora]

Hey Snap,
You know, I bet most people wouldn't understand your post completely, but I really think I DO!!! Wow! I mean really wow. LOL Sorry this is still completely new to me... But it really blows my mind that I know exactly what you are talking about and I haven't even talked with my phych about AvPD yet. I just get that we speak a different language in our head, or maybe it's just that we are wired a little differently and we process things differently. We DECIDE things differently. And after saying that, I don't think I can describe it adequately with words here. It's just not possible, but I DO understand what you are saying. Totally.

I'm gonna think on this. I'm gonna do what your psych told you to do... Hmm we shall see...

Doc

[x.euphoric.x]

Oh my. I can totally relate to what you people are saying. I tried to not let this AvPD take control of me when I first discovered about this but in just about 3 days came to the conclusion that it's impossible now. I'm it's slave. My every thought, feeling, action, decision is driven by AvPD. And the worst part I can't do anything even after knowing what this is. It feels like I'm not a person because they cannot be described like I can. I have been put in a category like fruits or shoes or insects.

[Nimportequoi]

@ euphorix, it's weird that there is a description out there which fits you so perfectly. It makes you feel so predictable. I sometimes wonder if it would theoretically be possible to write descriptions of normies that predict their behavior as accurately.

[Snap66]

I wasn't expecting to see this.

[Nimportequoi]

?

Did I say something weird or do I just not get point of your post Snap...

[Snap66]

Nothing has been done wrong or ill towards.

I was just surprised to see this thread as I had first wrote it in 2011.

[x.euphoric.x]

I hope you don't mind that I replied to a really old thread of yours. I just saw it because I'm new?

[Nimportequoi]

@ Snap Oh lol okay.
@ euphorix It's cool that someone's writing from time to time. No problem in reviving an old thread!

[kecanoe]

So, I am curious about what ever happened with your list of non-avi behaviors or thoughts. Did you come up with any? What about now, are some of your thoughts/actions not avoidant?