[jai-jai]

I think that what was wrong with me is taking me again but this time its making me angry and making me lash out at people for no reason.

I don't know what's wrong with me anymore, I don't feel the same person and I just know that I can't deal with anything anymore =[......
I need help i need to know i'm sane!

[RDRK]

jai-jai,

I know what you are talking about. I have only been diagnosis with Bipolar Rapid Recycling for just over two months. At first I was in denial... and then through medication and therapy I started to realize that my manic episodes were quickly turning into longer depressive moods. With all of this I have been very irritated and feel like I snap at all... family, children, it doesn't matter. I realize that I'm snapping at those I love deeply but I can't seem to stop it.

Today my Psy added more medication to the long list already. I feel like I'm becoming a druggie... from someone who didn't even take vitamins or tylenol for years.

Just remember we are sane... just frustrated and there is help out there... it's just reaching out to get that help.

Hang in there with me... it's got to get better.

Keep on keeping on!!!