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Aug 11, 2009, 03:30 PM
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I am up I am down I'm all over the place.
What a useless life being bipolar. I refused to spend the rest of my life taking pills. I don't like what I have become. A pill popping mentally ill person. Damn I hate me. One thing leads to another. Psyche med leads to being a diabetic. I stop them and the diabetes goes away. The problem is depression gets way out of hand. It took 5 years to find meds that worked. I am too afraid to mess with something that works I don't want to go back to being suicidal again. I may not come out of this one. So what do I do now? I'm damned if I do and damned if I don't. I spend all week in bed except a Wed. art class and P and T. I have no life. Not sure if I should post this or not? ConfusedOne |
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Aug 11, 2009, 06:35 PM
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I understand.
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Aug 12, 2009, 12:17 AM
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Right there with ya. You are not alone in feeling this way and having things be sh##y.
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Lauru-------------That's me, Bipolar and Watching TV   I shall be telling this with a sigh Somewhere ages and ages hence: Two roads diverged in a wood, and I— I took the one less traveled by, And that has made all the difference. ---Robert Frost |
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